Lies and Secret

Chapter Sixteen

Lee Seung Gi’s point of view

We finally arrive back home and Hyun Soo helps me take the bags to the kitchen, I immediately got ready to cook and instruct him to sit down at the living room to wait for me

“I don’t want to” he whines “I want to help”

“Hyun Soo I have seen you cook you would blow the kitchen up” I joked

“I still want to help”

“Fine” I rolled my eyes and hand him a two cloves of garlic and a knife “Mince it” I instruct as I began to boil the sweet potato noodles. I also start to thinly slice the onions and then carrot. I was done slicing other ingredient but there Hyun Soo was struggling to mince the garlic, I patiently watch him do his thing until finally he was done

“This is not easy” he said as I laughed

“You don’t have to be good at cooking, you’re already good in other things” I said as I mixed all my other ingredients in a bowl before draining the sweet potato noodles

“You’re right” he smirks as he sat down watching me cut the sweet potato noodles into shorter lengths. Almost an hour later, we were done with cooking and I served both foods of his choices in the living room and watch him take the first bite

“How is it?” I asked eager to get a response

“Wow” he gives me a thumb up “It’s so good” I smiled at his reaction before digging into the food

Choi Hyun Soo’s Point of View

“I can wash the plate you know” I tell Seung Gi again for the third time as I sat and watched him wash the plates we had just used

“I got it” he replies me

I stood up from the chair and walked closer to him, this is the first time I’m seeing Lee Seung Gi’s back view in this way, his shoulders are broad and gives a type of feel to it, before I could stop myself I have my hand around his waist and my head on his back.

Seung Gi stops what he is doing, shocked about my sudden back hugs “Hyun Soo what are you doing?” his voice in panic but I don’t stop I just wanted to hug him a little longer “What do you want?” he asked as he removes my hands from his waist turning to face me. His hands are so cold and wet from washing plates and make me shiver.

“Your hair is so soft” I said, avoiding the question he had just asked. My hand goes into his soft hair and he gives a little moan

“Choi Hyun Soo” he purred

“I want …” I stopped as I tore my fingers through his hair, I want nothing more than to be with him but it scared me “Never mind what I want” my voice quieter now “What do you want?” I am tempted to ask him.

He opens his eyes tracing my lips “You” he replied “Always you” he grabs my hand and linked his fingers in mine, kissing our hands before staring at me.

My breathing increases rapidly as he grabs my waist. No words can explain the way I felt, my chest kept beating so hard like my heart was about to fall down to my stomach. Lee Seung Gi grabs me closer and teasingly placed a kiss on my forehead before tracing his nose on mine, I feel his breathe touch my face as he looked into my eyes and saw me.

Saw the real me that wanted him so badly

He saw the ‘me’ that wanted to be with him, the me that was sacred of losing him, the me that was terrified of not be able to protect him, he bit his lips as he stared at me and my emotions go wild

God! He looked so sexy biting those lips

I would do anything to have a taste of those lips

Anything

He grabs my face gently as I closed my eyes savoring his touch with one thought on my mind. One thought only

I want him as much as he wants me maybe even more

I want to posses him

Brand him as mine and shout to the world that this man was mine and mine alone

In this moment I didn’t care about anything or anyone I just want to have those lips on mine, I want to have his body on mine and become one with him. My eyes open slowly as I grabbed his shirt, this tension was killing me, I want him and I want him now

Seung Gi slowly leans in and I close my eyes waiting for his lips to touch mine but instead he placed feather like kisses on my neck

I moan

Don’t people normally go in for a kiss first? But he went for my neck instead, placing kisses on it

He grabs me pulling my feet above the ground and laying me on the kitchen table his hands traced my lips as he watches me moans he put his finger inside my mouth as his other hand goes other my shirt finding my nipple

This sensation drove me to the edge as I curled my toes sucking on his finger, his fingers played with my n****e and I feel myself harden, this was the confirmation I needed to know that I liked Seung Gi. For a long while it was mainly just curiosity as I could not place a finger on the particular emotion that he made me feel but here in this moment between sucking on his finger and him watching me moan, I finally knew it

I love him

Not as a friend and definitely not as a classmate but as someone who makes me feel things I didn’t know I could probably feel.

“Seung Gi” I begged him, this was too much for me to handle “Kiss me, please”

Lee Seung Gi leans in so carefully. Breathing so close to my face and hearts beating between us and he is so close, so close that I can’t feel my legs anymore. I can’t feel my fingers or the cold or the emptiness of this kitchen because all I feel is him, everywhere, filling everything.

“Seung Gi I’m home!” a voice comes from the living room. We immediately scatter as I jumped down the kitchen counter our face flushed

“Who is that?” my voice cracks, i feel my face flushed, my stomach flipped

“My dad”

“Your dad?” my eyes widens

Oh shit

Lee Seung Gi runs out of the living room to meet his father as I tried to steady my breath before joining him in the living room

“Dad, what are you doing here?” Seung Gi asked, his voice higher than normal

“What do you mean?” his dad asked as he set a bag on the floor

“You said you weren’t coming up any time soon”

I walked out of the kitchen when I felt like it wasn’t too obvious that I was just making out with his son.

Oh my god Lee Seung Gi and I were really making out, my cheeks flushed once more

“Who is that?” his father noticed me

“My friend” Seung Gi said to this dad

“Hello” I take a bow to the father of the boy that I loved

It sounds weird thinking about it but makes more sense now why I felt the way and acted the way I did towards him

I loved him

No not past tense. Present tense

I love him

“How are you?” Seung Gi’s dad said to me then faced his son “I just came to take a change of clothes”

“How is your friend?” Seung Gi’s voice asked

“Thankfully he is alive” Seung Gi’s dad disappears in the room leaving both Seung Gi and i

“When are you leaving?” Seung Gi turns to me and I feel the rush of embarrassment.

When am I going to leave?

We just made out, he had nothing to say but ask when I am going to leave?

“Oh would you look at the time” I said in a very mocking voice “I should leave now”

“Okay go”

You’ve got to be f*****g kidding me; I grabbed my jacket angrily and my other stuffs and walked out the house. I wasn’t expecting a kiss on the cheeks or a love confession after our make out session but I definitely didn’t expect him to steel cold towards me. ‘okay go?’ that’s all he had to say?

Okay go?

What the hell

What the bloody hell