Virginia
I am returning home today, because I have classes this afternoon. I wasn't feeling well last night, so I just slept after I got back from hanging out with Ray, which was nice. He is a gentlman. I just wish I felt something more than just a friendship, but there is nothing there. I didn't feel any sparks, or any little hint of any possibility. I don't want to lead him on, because I don't even know what is going on with my life at this moment. It is not fair to add more people to my circus. Besides my mind being a mess the whole time we were out, everything went great. I was polite, and we had fun, and we enjoyed our night.
I realize that between the bbq, the date and spending time with my family, especially with baby Cage, who is not a baby anymore, kept me so busy that I didn't
