The car ride was completely silent, no one said a word. Surprisingly enough Hayden wasn't feeling awkward at the moment ,he was gazing outside the window
He remembers all the good times they spent together, like going to amusement parks for dates and trying all the different rides , even the weird ones, going inside the horror house despite Ryan's protest.
He remembers how Ryan would always hold their hands when they would go inside the horror house or how Kevin would be afraid of heights and would always cling on to either Hayden or Ryan. Those were the best days of his shitty life, but he ruined that . He shouldn't have done that .
Kevin looks at Hayden through the rear view mirror he could see that Hayden was in deep thought,
At this point Kevin can't deny that he still has feelings
