I Hate You... But I Lied

05 SOBER

B R Y A N

His hips was slowly moving on top of mine and I could feel his boner! My eyes widened in shock and Ace kept on trailing small kisses on my neck. I bit my bottom lip to keep me from moaning. I couldn't believe I was reacting to Ace.

"Ace!" I exclaimed and he stopped. Ace raised supporting his weight on his hands crushing my hand and our d***s are dangerously crushing each other. My breathing became uneven. He was seriously heavy and I couldn't believe what was happening! "What in the bird's balls are you doing!" I struggled on pulling my hands. "Let go of my hand!" I said. I never felt so helpless in my life. I could hear my heart drumming inside me trying to think what he would going to do next.

I heard him mumbled something but I didn't understand and didn't heard it clearly when he just suddenly crashed his lips to mine and his tongue delved inside. He's kissing me! I didn't know why but it didn't feel gross at all.

Without thinking, I kissed him back and also used my tongue. It was a little bit wild and I was thinking of how to get him off of me when he pulled away and I summoned all my strength to lift my head and bit the flesh between his neck and collar making him growled and his hold on my hands loosened. I pulled my hands and pushed his chest away from me. Ace fell beside me and I stood instantly from the bed.

Ace was laying face down on my bed and he's not moving at all. I raised my feet cautiously and poked his side but he didn't even budge. I poked him again and I didn't get any response.

"Ace." I called. "Ace!" I touched my feet on his cheek before I brought it down and pushed his shoulder so he would roll on his back. He was fast asleep.

I can't believe he barge inside my room to molest me and just sleep on me! I slapped and pinched his cheek softly. I scratched my head thinking how am I going to transfer him back to his room.

I just knew that he was only in his boxers and it really took me time to pull him up and threw him on my back. He was freaking heavy as I gave him a piggy back ride to his room and threw him on his bed. I stretched my back while scrutinizing him before I went back to my room and locked it. I didn't think I could go back to sleep after that.

It was quarter to four already in the morning so I decided to take a bath, slowly taking my time under the shower and every time those embarrassing memories flashed inside my mind, my face always start heating up. I dressed for an early jogging around the place to empty my mind and went back five in the morning. It didn't really help. I couldn't deny that I kissed him back and I didn't know what kind of face I was going to face him.

What the hell! He should be the one to feel ashamed with his actions! He molested me and on top of that, I am a man and his brother! I didn't really think he was a kind of man to like another man. He just mistook me and he would regret it, well, if he ever remembered and I'd rather forget what happened that time. Anyway, it was just a kiss.

I just wished that he was the kind of man who forgets everything what he does when he's drunk. I busied myself on cooking for breakfast. Lately, we kept on eating cereals or oats for breakfast since we didn't have time to cook but not today. I was cooking the frozen meat in the ref because it has been staying there for a few days already.

I was soaking the hard frozen meat in a basin full of water and I scrolled my phone to play some music. I went to my playlist. I like those kind of pop and country music. My phone was playing I Mean You by Hunter Hayes. I like Hunter Hayes' music.

"But when I say perfect I mean every little thing that you do oh and when I say beautiful, wonderful one too good to be true I mean you.." I sang with the song when I felt that feeling that someone was staring at me. I looked at the kitchen entrance and saw Ace standing there in his PJ and shirt. He was looking at me with his poker face.

I suddenly felt my heart raced and my face heated up when my gaze went to his lips. I looked away and started chopping the still frozen meat. I kinda feel afraid of him. I was feeling the surroundings and I could feel that he was still there staring. I think he forgot about it? I glanced at my back and saw him.

"Y-you're early." I said trying to change the awkward atmosphere.

"Yeah." He said briefly in a husky voice. Maybe he was still drunk?

"Where have you been last night?" I asked. This was my chance to ask him.

"Why?" He walked to the refrigerator and opened it.

"Why? I wanted to know since you just went out without saying anything." I stopped chopping the meat and looked at him.

"I can take care of myself." He shut the fridge close and walked away just like that.

"Hey! You can't keep on going home every midnight and drunk! We were worried!" I exclaimed but Ace didn't come back. "Ace!" I shouted and stabbed the big piece of meat. "Oh, s**t! Ouch!" I exclaimed pretending I stabbed my fingers instead of the meat trying to test if Ace did have a conscience but he didn't came back to the kitchen. Asshole! My effort was wasted.

Well, anyway, he forgot about it which was good.

**

I didn't have to go to school with him since I was driving dad's car. I didn't glance or talk to Ace for the rest of the day in school. As if we ever talked. I could actually count our conversations with my fingers. I glanced at Ace who was looking at his seatmate who was talking to him. I felt someone nudged on my shoulder. It was Jake and he was looking at me with a huge grin on his face. I frowned at him.

"What's with that creepy grin?" I asked feeling creeped out.

His grin widened even more. "You were looking at her again." He said, teasing me.

"I'm not." I groaned in annoyance and stuffed my earphones in my ears. I didn't want to hear anymore of those Kate thing.

When Dennis and I got home, Ace wasn't there yet. He should be there first since I had to go get Dennis. I pulled my phone from my pocket and dialed his number. He can't be out drinking so early.

My call went through and by the fourth ring, Ace rejected it. Ace rejecting my calls, I was used to it already. Then a notification popped that I have a message from it's a f*****g miracle Ace.

SNUB: I won't b home tonght Dn't look & w8t for me

I snorted while reading his message. "As if I'm going to wait and look for you!" I exclaimed at my phone.

Me: Where r u going to spend d night?

Ace didn't replied my message and it was making me so pissed off.

Me: .,/,.

I threw my phone on my bed angrily after my message was sent and went down for dinner. I wouldn't tell dad about it. It would just make him worry.

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A C E

I turned my phone off after sending a message to Bryan. I didn't want to go home because I didn't want to see him. I didn't want to see Bryan not because I hated him. I felt uneasy seeing him. I felt something about him and I was afraid I would do the same thing I did last night. My body just moved on its own that time and it was funny how he sounds that morning as if pretending that nothing happened at all.

I know I could go both ways and it was the first time that my body was reacting on its own to a man. Sure, I had s*x with the same s*x before but I had to get myself up first but Bryan's different, only seeing him doing small random things made my pants grew tighter, especially when he's cooking.

Thinking about it made me feel so excited already. I was just restraining myself and sometimes I really need to release it.

My escape place was the club I was always visiting and I didn't know how dad found me here. I paid a handsome amount of money for the membership and lied about my age, I didn't really look like my age and the other way you could get inside even if you are under the required age if you're invited by a member. Honestly, I was surprised and felt happy when dad came to drag me out of that place that one night. It was the first time someone came to get me and was concerned about me. Mom and Jared, mom's husband, never cared whether I went home in the middle of the night or not.

I just sat and watched the people there observing them and it kept on increasing every hour. Some of their faces were already familiar to me and a lot of them approached me but I wasn't in the mood to entertain them.

"Hey, Jace!" I heard someone called my name. Jace was my name in this place. It was Mae waving her hands at me. I met different kinds of people there and she was one of those slutty kind of girl. I smiled at her. "I heard you were dragged here out by your father." She chuckled.

"I was."

"That's the first time!" She said amused and I just faked a smile. "We should talk somewhere else." She held my wrist and pulled me. I just let myself get pulled away from that crowded area passing a hallway. I know where we were going. She just wanted to get f****d. They all do.

Mae unlocked the first door she saw and pushed me inside. I watched her pulled a show while stripping her clothes. She got the curves and those boobs, they passed. I smirked as I removed my shirt and she motioned me to the bed.

"I wanted to do all the job tonight." She said and pushed me making me lay down on the bed.

"Okay?" I said. This is the first time. "Please take care of me?"

Mae chuckled as she climb on top of me and slid her hands on my bare chest to the waistband of my jeans. Her long nails were scratching my skin. "I will." She said seductively.

She bowed down and used her teeth to unzip the zipper of my pants making me smirk. She's fired up. I watched her pulled my pants and underwear down and stared at my d**k. It's not as if it was her first time seeing it.

"I like your thing the most." She said while brushing her lips on my tip.

"Uh-huh?" It's been a while since someone blow me.

"Uh-huh." I jolted when she licked me making her chuckled. I gripped her hair with both my hands and shove my c**k inside her mouth hearing her produced a choking sound. She started bobbing her head up and down and I fought not to release a single moan. Then a thought popped inside my mind.

How would Bryan looked like if he's the one giving me a blow job.

I just felt myself growing harder picturing Bryan in Mae's place and it didn't take that long to made me c*m. Mae pulled out with her mouth full of my load.

"That was fast." She said after she shallowed and wiped her lips as she climb sitting on my stomach. "Was I that good?" She said proudly and I frowned but didn't said anything.

She leaned down kissing me and she moaned between the kiss when I felt her breasts brushed on my chest. She seems to liked it since she leaned it more closer rubbing it repeatedly.

Her mouth travelled down below my jaw and I felt her hand wrapped around my c**k and guided it to her p***y. She moaned as she sat on it, shoving my c**k inside her till the hil making me wince.

"You feel so good inside me." She said, bitting her bottom lip and she started to move. She grabbed my hands and placed it on her hips as she lift herself up and down again and again and faster. "Ahhh! Ahhh.. Jace!" She screamed.

I couldn't help but also moan silently but it didn't felt that satisfying. I pulled her and rolled our bodies together making me on top of her. We were both panting and she smirked at me. "You—"

"Let's stop here." I said cutting her and pulling out from her.

"What!?" She exclaimed. "No! Why?" She sat when I stood picking up my clothes one by one. "Did I do something wrong?"

"No." I said while wearing my clothes and looked at her. "I was thinking someone while you're blowing me that's why I come so fast." I honestly said and her face looked like someone just slapped her.

I left her dumbfounded in that room as I walked out of that place. Glancing at the clock in the car as I sat on the driver's seat. It reads one fifteen in the morning. I turned my phone on and laughed while reading Bryan's message. Did he just sent me a middle finger? I drove back home thinking Bryan was still waiting for me to come home.

I went home and saw Bryan sleeping on the couch in the dark living room. I couldn't help but smile thinking he did wait for me. I walked slowly to him. The couch wasn't that long so half of his lower leg were on the armrest and the rest were hanging in the air.

"Hey." I said and flicked his forehead but he didn't wake up. "Didn't I told you not to wait for me?" Even though I knew he's not listening to me. I stared at him for seconds. He was the kind of person to worry so much and easily get pissed off over a simple thing.

"Hey Bryan, I'm home." I said stooping and leveled my face to his face then ran my hand to his sweaty hair. "And I'm sober."

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