Exit, Stage Left
If, seemingly all your life, you'd been working your hardest to achieve a certain result…
If, even beyond your wildest expectations, you succeeded…
If, for good or ill, you now faced the fullest consequences of all you strove towards…
Would you be afraid? Would you back away? Or would you grit your teeth and reap what you f*cking sowed?
Standing on a walkway carpeted in red, surrounded by cameras, lights, and a cheering crowd, the actress Lilith Vespers had not been thinking any of these things—at least, not so coherently.
Utterly calm, she watched the steady approach of an unknown man.
From his simple but stylish suit, she guessed that he was a reporter. Even though he had left his place among the entertainment news crews on the sidelines, no one else was paying him any attention. He took unhurried steps to where Lilith stood, locked within the arms of Dawn Sheridan.
Moments before, the watching crowd had witnessed when the other actress suddenly enclosed Lilith Vespers in a tight embrace. She then inexplicably swung them both so that their places were switched.
Even though they were confused by that move, the crowd couldn't help but be mesmerized as well. The sway of Dawn Sheridan's white silk gown, the glimmer of Lilith Vespers' dress, which was studded with black gems... when the beautiful women wearing these clothes half-spun together, the image was absolutely breathtaking!
But… what exactly was going on? Was it a publicity stunt?
Tonight was the premiere of a movie sequel wherein three superstars reprised their now-iconic roles. Two of the three were newcomers when the first movie came out, and while most viewers never suspected a thing, people in the industry knew: it was the veteran Lilith Vespers's extreme believability as the villain that had brought out the stellar performances from the protagonists, making the movie what it was.
Now, after Lilith's decision to play the same character twice when she’d turned down other requests for sequels in the past, it was almost guaranteed that the three's stars would never fade, not just hers.
Just a few minutes ago, her male co-star had warned Lilith Vespers to "watch out for snipers." Though she didn't take it seriously, she knew Dillon Costas had not been joking, and his concern for her safety was as real as it was deep.
Who would not worry? The 27-year-old actress had played numerous evil characters over her long career, and each of them had inspired enough hatred to last her several lifetimes.
Some of Lilith Vespers' haters were mentally disturbed, and it didn't help that she had a habit of playing her current detestable role even during promotional events. To date, she had received hundreds of death threats from individuals who could not separate make-believe from reality.
Fortunately, only a handful had made good on their threat, and none had been levelheaded enough to plan well, let alone succeed.
Still, there was always dumb luck, which was why the security measures for this premiere were a lot tighter than the norm. Not one would-be attacker from beyond the grilled partition would get past the closely spaced guards, who were watching the crowd on the other side like hawks.
After their positions had been switched, Lilith saw the exact same thing that Dawn did and came to the exact same conclusion. She now understood the younger actress' actions. Recognizing the threat for what it was, Dawn had instinctively placed herself between Lilith and the man who could only be an attacker.
While their dresses were still swaying, Dawn had also called out, "Security!"
But it was far too late. As the man steadily crossed the remaining distance, his blazing eyes were clearly saying: “You f*cking b*tch.” If the reporter had shouted those words, he'd have alerted the others to his true intent. But he didn't make a sound.
And of course, no one had expected danger to come from the inside. They were all part of the industry—they were all supposed to know better.
Most things in their world were only make-believe.
Unfortunately, the slim white-bladed knife that the reporter took out looked… real enough. Because if it got past the metal detector, the material must be made of something else. Plastic, maybe?
Would that kill me? Lilith wondered absently as she gathered her strength, intending to break free of Dawn's desperate embrace. She'd be damned if she showed her own back to an attacker, but what kind of "Big Sister" would she be if she allowed this brave but foolish junior of hers to serve as her shield? How could she be sure that the man wouldn't just harm her too?
Getting enough room to loosen the other woman's hold, she grabbed Dawn by the upper arms and pushed her towards the other reporters, the ones who were not insane. If the appearance of the knife hadn't already clued them in to the situation, the actress falling on top of them did. People finally began to move, but…
Was I really this good at being bad?
Even in that moment, watching as the man overflowing with hatred for her closed in with his weapon raised, Lilith Vespers felt triumphant. She almost laughed at herself at this sick realization, but she held it in and stood her ground.
Because even in this crazy situation, to break out of character in front of others… it was simply not something she could allow herself to do. Instead, she met the man's eyes and smiled scornfully.
There was no helping her anymore.
Lilith heard it when Dawn screamed "Sister!" while trying to get back on her feet.
Past the attacker's shoulder, she caught a glimpse of Dillon running headlong towards her, looking desperate, as if it was his own life on the line.
She watched until that knifepoint drew so close that she could no longer see it. She felt it when the tip touched the skin of her neck.
Until the very last moment, however, not for one millisecond did Lilith Vespers think she was actually going to die.
Then the surprisingly sharp edge broke through her flesh.
[Transfer initiated,] said a voice she could clearly hear despite the deafening noise around. [No need to stay for the rest, jeez-zus.]
Before she could fully register the words, Lilith's mind just… blacked out.
She'd never fainted before. She had no way of knowing for certain if this was what happened to her now. But then, if she had "lost consciousness," how come she was still capable of thought?
She definitely felt it when that knife pierced her skin—there was a brief resistance, followed by a barely painful feeling of invasion. That was most likely only the prologue to a whole world of pain, but she had been… cut off from all of her senses before she could be served the full course.
That's right—even now, she had no access to any of her senses. She could "see" nothing but blackness. She could "hear" nothing but her thoughts, which didn't count. She could "feel" nothing.
In this uniform blackness where her consciousness was seemingly just is, where she had no perception of space, not even of time passing, she did not feel fear, or anything else for that matter, because she had no physical body with the capability to feel.
She had no body.
That was it.
Which could only mean…
[Transfer complete.]
She had no idea how much time she’d spent in the blackness. It could have been anywhere from a second to an eternity for all she could determine. Then, all at once, sensations came back.
The experience was a nasty cross between having floodgates opening inside her, filling her to maximum capacity in the blink of an eye, and having her external self plunged into a pool of dense liquid.
Shifting from one extreme state to the other without so much as a warning was enough to make anyone lose their grip on sanity. So Lilith did not attempt to fight it nor accommodate it. She simply let go of her senses and, for real this time, fainted.
If she thought she was finally going to catch a break, however, she was very, very mistaken.
[Debriefing initiated.]
"…"
[…]
"…"
[Fine way to start your next life, nearly getting yourself killed again.]