Friday nights are always busy in Cock&Tails and tonight I am especially grateful for the distraction. Despite being adamant that nothing more is going to happen with Jackson, I can’t help the secret thrill that rushes through me each time a text buzzes on my phone. It has only been a couple of days, but I have had a whole raft of selfies ranging from being on the bus to both before and after gigs, each accompanied by a fun message about what he has been up to. I have yet to respond to any of them, but that doesn’t stop him. But my resistance to getting involved is starting to wear thin, and I know it is only a matter of time before I give in and respond.
There is a nice crowd in the bar tonight, and my favourite roster of staff is on, so I am having a great evening. I am flirting like cra
