Rachel...
One month later...
"Eat dear, or is the food not to your liking?" Victoria asked.
Sitting on a high stool chair in the kitchen while dozing off. Alma and her mother grew more concerned by each passing day. My health was going downhill and these two ladies we’re the only ones caring for me as if I was apart of their family.
I tried confining in the one person who I trusted the most but Nuli was acting strangely, I felt something was off with her. Like she was hiding from me and didn't want to talk with me at all. Feeling so alone while in pain sends my mind into a darker path.
The corner of my eye I can see Marin and Adamo. That all they did, was watch my every move, keeping an eye on me around the clock, wherever I go, they were there.
The mansion was so peaceful, everyone went on about their day. It was like Leo had died.
Exhaling deeply. I questioned the thought that ran through my mind for the past month. "How long are you going to keep him down there for?" curiously saying while moving the food on my plate left and right.
No one answered me, I felt bad for him some days, other days, I was happy he wasn't near me. I didn't know what I was feeling.
I wanted him to be in pain, suffer, rot in that basement for the rest of his life. While other times I....
Throwing the plate on the floor in anger was all I was able to do to stop my mind from thinking.
“Sweetheart,” Alma whispered as she held on to me."He usually calms down after a month or so, the guys check on him everyday but, he's still anger and might try to kill someone. It's best if he's locked up, you want me to get you anything?"
Pushing her away, I tried as much as I could to distance myself from everyone. "No thank you Alma, I'll just head back to the room."
Making my way out the kitchen and into the spacious area room near the front entrance, I looked over to the basement door, than around.
Go kill him
Go kill him
Go f*****g kill him
Ignoring the thought. I made my way towards the staircase but halted my steps. The sound of Leo’s sister screaming broke me down.
Maybe...
No, don't make any excuses for his actions. Yea he was hurting, but that doesn't justify what he did to you Rachel.
Let him feel pain, he deserves it....
no he doesn't. No one does.
Kill him and get it over with, he’s the one that’s keeping you prisoner. You think these people even care? If they did they would’ve letting you go.
I looked around once more, no one was here. I made my way to the basement door, gently unlocking it open. Down the dark stairway, I stopped once I reached the last step.
What are doing here? Are you going to kill him? What are you even going to say to him?
Inhaling deeply, I walked in further until reaching the same room I was in with Nuli. He was standing with his back facing me, looking at nothing.
Maybe he lost it and there's no way for him to ever be human again?
Looking around for anything sharp to stab him with but couldn’t find anything. "Are you going to hurt me if I come closer?" I questioned him.
His back tensed up, the back of his arms flexed. "What are you doing here?"
"I don't know, just wanted to see I guess." I spoke as I made my way towards him.
"See what exactly?" He bitterly said.
I didn't know what to say, my mind was blank.
"To see how you were doing."
"Heh, so thoughtful of you amore. You came to see the man who hurt abused you? And here I thought I was the one who was mad, guess you are too."
He turned around to reveal his bruised face, he was black and blue all over. I immediately stopped.
“I came down to kill you.”
His eyes roamed over my body. I tense up and started to curse myself for coming down here.
“But then I couldn’t find anything to kill you with. I mean apart of me wants to stab you and pull your guts out while the other part of me pity’s you.”
Moving closer I tried to size him up but he was taller then me.
“I feel nothing, in here,” I pointed towards my chest. “It’s missing and it hurts. I want to know why me, what did I do to you to inflate all this pain in me but I can’t find any reason.”
“Just because someone hurt one of your loved ones doesn’t mean you as well do the same things to others.”
His eyes had a mist of tear but eventually disappeared.
"You need help buttface, or you'll never heal. It not your fault, don't know why you blame yourself. If you knew where she was, than you would have helped her. You can't keep watching that... it's sick, and will make you even more f****d up than you already are. Sorry isn't going to do anything, blaming yourself isn't going to bring her back. Hurting people you love isn't the answer, I-“
What was I doing, why was I sympathizing?
Backing away from him, I turned while rubbing my face harshly.
I stopped and looking back at him. He was slowly taking steps towards me, with each step he takes, I take one step back. “You didn’t listen to a word I just said did you?”
He was so slow that I had nowhere to go, my back was against the wall. He was now standing before me, towering over me while looking down at me with hurt eyes.
"I had to wait to buried her, each body part took months to arrive. They knew how to break me, part by part. When you make a promise to someone you love, that not a strand of hair will be harmed on them. You keep that promise, I didn't. In my mind, I would say, no, it's not her. It's not Alexia. That's until her dismantled burnt head was the last part that arrived. That's when I felt I had lost it, burying her was the hard part. I would have to re-dig her grave over and over and over and over until I couldn't anymore. The package stopped coming for a good six months and I thought there was no more of her left. I kept it in, even if I knew that I was mad and anger, I kept it in so no one can see me in pain. It was when they sent that tape that I went crazy permanently. I don't care about anything anymore nor anyone." He whispered out, caressing the side of my face. "You want to leave amore?"
My head snapped up to look at him, to see if he was bluffing. "Leave where?"
"Go back home before they find out about you." He said, lost in a way as he continued to gently touch me.
Was he really going to let me leave?
Or was he testing me?
"You can leave amore, I don't like it when you're around me."
"You won't come after me?" I questioned him.
"No, can I steal one last kiss?" He whispers, pulling my head up so I can look him in his eyes.
I felt my airwaves being clogged up, my mind hazed and drifting away. His arms locked around my waist, I felt trapped along with pain. His lips gently pressed upon mine in the most indescribable way ever. My arms were numb, laying flat by my side as he continued to kiss me like he never have.
As soon I was lost in his embrace, he let me go. I didn't notice Marin and Adamo standing there, he backed away from me until he was in the dark cold room once more.
"She can leave, remember amore, if you tell anyone about what you saw. Then I'll bring you back here and keep you forever."
I ran up the stairs without looking back, he was going to let me go. Oh god, I was free.
My legs ached from all the stairs I took, I stopped, catching my breath. Standing in front of Nuli bedroom door that was half open.
I heard her talking with someone, it was Franco. One of Leo's men. My hand went to grab the handle to push it open to tell her that we we’re leaving but stopped when I heard.
"So you want me to f**k Leo? Why? What will I get out of it?" Nuli said as I listened.
"You want him, and I want to please my boss." Franco replied.
"Leo or Federo?"
Wait, wasn't that the guy Leo wanted dead? Franco was working with Fedaro against Leo?
I looked over to see Marin and Adamo staring at me, was I supposed to tell them?
Why the hell was Nuli helping him?
"You want him and you don't seem to care about your friend, so let's make a deal. You get him in bed for one night, and I take your friend to my boss so he can destroy Leo once and for all."
"How are you going to destroy him by taking her?" Nuli asked as if she was actually going to go with his plan.
"He's falling for her, if he wasn't then he would have f****d countless of woman. But he hasn't since she came, he likes her. Very much actually, no woman has came and lived here but her. Leo is in Fedaro way of becoming the strongest, feared mafia leader. He wants to bring Leo down for good. What do you say?"
"What if they find out, he won't hurt her right?" Nuli asked.
I held back my tears, how could she do this to me? I thought she was my friend.
"Fedaro will have fun with her, that's all. Let's cut the bullshit, you don't like her. You want to be her, you want her life. You want to be famous and rich. Which you will if you help me, what do you say."
"This wasn't our plan Franco, you said Leo falls for her, nothing about Fedaro in the picture. It was a plan that backfired on us, now look at the mess we're in. What if her father's finds out where she is, he will kill us."
My father? What the hell was going on?
Marin and Adamo were by my side, listening to the conversation along with me.
"Her father thinks her mother gave her up, he doesn't know anything about her-"
"But I do, that b***h isn't only rich and famous. She's Alessandro Givo f*****g daughter,“ Marin and Adamo stared at me then back at each other.
“She doesn't know that. I've hid that part from her, made her believe that she was a r****t daughter. You're so lucky I'm f*****g with her mind, what if she goes and ask her mother about why she gave her up? Haven't you thought about that?”
“Well that’s why I have you holding her back.” Franco said.
”She still cares about her. She doesn't know that they took her away from her, that her father is a freaking mafia boss. What if she finds out the truth and knows I hid everything from her, that I'm working for Federo? I've did my best, I can't do this anymore. I'm tired and want f*****g out. We can't win, Leo has her and won't let her go. I even tried with Leo but he's not into me. To him I'm a s**t and not a true friend. I'm scared they might find out and kill me.”
“They won’t, just go with the plan okay.”
“Just know if they do, I'm taking you down with me Franco."
Marin was fuming, Adamo was pacing the floor back and forth. I was in shock and in pain, I always wanted to visit my mom in the hospital but Nuli would tell me she's not worth my time. That she was the reason I was living in pain and a***e, that she gave me up and never wanted me in the first place.
All were lies, she lied to me.
Why?
How could she?
I went to push the door open but Marin held my hand, tears fell. My heart broke, I wanted to hurt her.
How could she, how?
I was pulled back by Adamo, in the same room I've slept in since I came here. Marin locked the door, Adamo cursed over and over.
"She can't leave, Leo has to know about this." Marin said.
"f**k, he will shoot them without any remorse. You know him." Adamo replied as his bit down on his finger.
The door opened, in walked Leo. He stared at us before locking the door shut.
"Do you know a man named Alessandro Givo?" I asked out of nowhere. Marin and Adamo’s eyes went wide.
He tilted his head to the side, "You know him?"
"Apparently he's my father." I stated.
”f**k,” both Marin and Adamo shouted.
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Leonardo....
"Leo, you promised you wouldn't hurt them. Please stop, Leo stop." She said while blocking the door.
Marin and Adamo were holding me back, I wanted to go and rip their heads off right this moment.
"You said you won't hurt them, we made a deal. You promised me." She whispered.
"I don't keep my promises, now move before I-"
"NO! Instead of killing them, play their game. Act like you don't know, and I'll do the same. You want kill to this Federo guy right?" I question.
"Yea, he does! Listen to her Leo, I think she's onto something." Adamo stated while pushing me back.
"Let them think they're winning, then strike them unexpectedly. You said Alessandro was your father's close friend, so make a plan to get back at Federo for what he's done to you. Find a way, then attack. What will you achieve if they know you knew about their plan?"
Why was she even helping me?
"I think Rachel is right Leo, you won't get anywhere if you kill Franco and Nuli. Gather information about the both of them, you've forgotten how to play the game. You've been lost in your own pain that you don't know what to do anymore. I think it's time for old Leo to come back and rule his throne once more." Marin implied.
"They want her-"
"They won't take her, Franco sees how you care about Rachel. Even if it's not caring but he knows you have a thing for her. Everyone in the house knows that. Now Federo knows about her." Adamo remarked.
I stared at her, "I don't care about her, he can have her for all I care."
I wonder if they can tell I'm lying?
"Ok, then hand her off too him." Marin said, pushing me away from him.
These two were getting over protective about her.
"Yea Marin, you're right. If Leo doesn't care then I think we should hand her off to Federo ourselves. Let's go man, " Adamo replied to Marin. "You have fun with those two next door Leo. We'll go hand Rachel to Federo."
~~~
Rachel....
Marin and Adamo walked towards me, one took me by my arm while the other opened the door.
Great, from one psychopath to another.
"I'll give him five minutes tops before he yells for us to come back with her." Adamo whispered while Marin chuckled.
"Three minutes tops, wanna bet?" Marin replied while I started to cry.
What the hell were they talking about, he doesn't care. He doesn't know the meaning of caring, he's heartless and cru....
"Bring her back here before I kill you both." Leo half shouted half whispered.
A smirk on Adamo's lips plastered softly while Marin whispered, "I win!"
We didn't even make it halfway down the hallway, "That was less than three minutes tho." Adamo whispered while turning around.
Marin followed him while keeping a light hold on my arm. We were standing before him, my stomach formed knots while I tried to avoid his gaze.
He leaned in and pulled me forward, both men tried to get back in the room but he locked them out.
"This doesn't mean I care, you're just apart of my plan that's all." He declared as he went towards the bathroom.
Light chuckles could be heard from behind the door. "You want to see your father?" Leo asked.
I looked over to him before looking away, he was stripping off his clothes.
"No, I don't! I want to go home."
I could hear him walking towards me, his hands brushed through my hair. Before laying his chin on my shoulder, "I can't let you go....I mean, not anymore. It's not safe for you, he will find you then do the impossible. It's either you stay with me or, I send you to your father." He whispered against my neck.
I didn't want to see my father yet, what was I going to say to him? Hi, I'm your daughter?
I had to get ever bit of information about my biological parents. I had to know who I really was.
"Buttface?"
"Hmm?"
His arms gripped my waist from behind, pushing me back against him. I was sick in the head for enjoying his touch, I needed help more than he does.
"Will you tell me everything I need to know about my father?"
"If you want, sure. I missed you amore. I missed being in you."
I hated him for making me feel this way.
"You promised not to do this anymore. But you are." He pulled my hair to the side, placing kisses on the back of my neck.
"You said I can leave, I want to leave."
"I want to f**k you so bad." He whispered before sinking his teeth into my neck.
I was fighting a battle with my body, it was giving up on me to quickly.
Tears fell as his hands cupped both of my breast, my core ached while a moan escape my lips. I gave in immediately to his touch, his kisses.
I need f*****g help, this wasn't healthy.
"You want me to do this, if not then I'll stop."
In one move, I was facing him. He took over my lips, pushing me back until I was lying flat against the bed.
Get a grip, what are you doing, stop him. Do something anything.
"Oohhh" I gasped as he sucked on my n****e.
My hands automatically locked into his hair, "Stop!"
"No!"
"Please stop."
"I'll make you say please more and yes, if you let me. I hate you." He whispered before kissing me brutality.
No amount of hits I landed on his chest and shoulders stopped him. I intentionally dug my nails into his shoulder but that just earned me a loud sexy moan from him.
He pulled away, causing us both to gasped for air. "I hate you so f*****g much." He whispered before getting off me.
He stormed over to the bathroom before locking the door shut.
I felt so wet and disgusted with myself, shutting my eyes.
The bathroom door unlocked once more.
I looked over at him, he was stroking his thumb over the tip of his...."Take off your pants."
My eyes were glued on his hand movement. He walks over to me, laying his manhood on the bed, inches away from my face. "Take him in your mouth amore, I want your beautiful lips around him, just once."
He leans over his hand, placing it inside my yoga pants easily. His middle finger dipped until it reached my aching core. I gasped when he rubbed in a fast pace.
"So wet." He moaned, inserting his finger in me.
So fat, and the tip was so pink, and thick or was it wide? Why the hell I'm I looking at his d**k?
"You have a big mushroom head, it's pink." I mumbled out stupidly.
His c**k jerked upward, causing me to clench my püssy around his finger.
My back arched as he went in deeper, his finger moved faster and faster.
"Ohhhhhh!"
"Yea, I know, you want me in you."
"Ohhhhhh.....I...can't...God."
"Come on, just Come, come amore."
"Oooohhhhhh." I screamed as I felt the pressure building up.
"COME AMORE, f*****g COME!"
My body fell numb against the bed as I came all over his finger that never stopped moving in me, each wave came after the other until I felt free.
He slowly and finally pulled his hand out, just to bring his fingers into his mouth. A feeling like no other took over my trembling body, my left hand slowly made its way to his c**k.
I want him in me.
Looking up at him, his chest was heaving up and down. His eyes were dark and lost, his tongue ran over his lips. All I did was lightly touch him.
He hissed out, trying to calm himself down.
"You win!" Was all I said before reaching over and taking him in my mouth.
I felt him shiver and groan so loud.
I bet everyone heard that.
I seriously didn't know what I was doing, but grunts and moans came from him. So I had to be doing it right.
I couldn't fit him all in my mouth, it was just so....
"Look up at me amore."
Might as well do it Rachel, you did this on your own.
I was starting to doubt myself, he never took me against my will, that I gave myself willingly.
But then again, I'm mentally unstable.
I looked up, into his eyes that a shade darker than his normal color. "So beautiful amore but you're killing me."