Maxine Dexter has been trying really hard since I was back, He leaves flowers for me every morning, I'm still sleeping in his room, I've had the same nightmare every night, It's always about the day Drake almost forcefully mated to me, I would wake up screaming in the night, Some nights I would still be asleep while screaming, I'd be soaked in sweat, crying, My arms would be swinging like I was fighting, Dexter seems to be the only one who can calm me, Just his touch would make the nightmare stop, I still haven't completely forgave him, But I do give him credit for the effort he is putting into it, I find there are times when we talk it just flows smoothly, It's like the day he took me to tour the school, Then there's times I see him and the pain I felt stirs alittle in my chest and