death cycle of a little boy who has live in earth

the earth was full of miracles and wonder. in the earth there was a intelligent boy who was affect by cerebral palsy. he can't walk or do anything in his own. he should be monitored by some one . he tried to kill himself many times but he was fear of death. he gained full of negative vibs. he didn't like this kind of life ,so he wants to go out of this world.but his fear of death is not telling him to die.one day tried to die but he can't die . in this experience he  experienced that at first he got drowsiness then he can't feel any pain the he lose his conscious. so he tried too many times but he can't die but one thing he believed that we are not dying but we are losing our conscious.from this he is coming to make an experiment on death cycle .but now he want more people to do this experiment so he decided to kidnap people to do this experiment.the next day .he planned to kidnap a girl for his first experienment.but he didn't know that how to kidnap.so now he wants some more friends to join with him because he was disabled boy.