Noah's POV Where the f**k is my mate?!? I dive underwater, looking for her all around me. Stupid f*****g saltwater is getting in my eyes and keeping me from seeing anything but what's directly in front of me. We're in the ocean. She could be anywhere. Minutes pass, and I'm still looking for her. I quickly search underwater, then move to a new spot and search again. I'm such an i***t. I knew she didn't know how to swim and that she had tried to kill herself not too long ago, but I brought her to the ocean and then turned my back to her. What a f*****g i***t. I dive back underwater, hoping that this time is the one that I will find her. I swim around until I run out of air to see as much as I can. I come back up for air, taking a deep breath in, ready to dive back down to continue my searc