(Elodie)
"You mean like touch myself?!" I blurted, seeing Beckett's eyes flash with excitement as the most sister grin filled his face.
"Yes Sunshine, that's what masturbate means." He said humorously, that word causing my face to grow red as I quickly slapped my hands over my eyes, hiding myself from him.
How did we get to this topic? One second I am being yelled at by Hudson and the next Beckett's tongue is shoved down my throat. Willingly I might add.
"Don't get shy on me now. It's only natural to explore our bodies. I mean, I've been doing it at least three times a-" I removed my hand from my face and quickly shoved it over Beckett's mouth instead. I could not handle that confession right now, especially with the way I was still wrapped around his damn waist.
"Please stop talking and just give me a moment to think!" I rushed, feeling a deep chuckle tickle my palm as I felt his teeth graze my flesh next. "And don't even think about biting me again." I scolded, watching as those blue orbs filled with humor.
I took three deep breaths, trying to calm my racing heart as Beckett's hands started to slide down, gripping the back of my thighs. That wasn't helping.
"Maybe we should just call it a night. I mean, it's getting late." I blurted, feeling completely thrown off guard as I didn't know what to do or say next. I didn't expect things to take this kind of turn.
I needed to process things and right now there was no way in hell I could with Beckett beneath me.
Beckett pulled his head back, slipping out from beneath my hand as he let out a loud sigh.
"I think the problem is that you think too much. Just answer the question Elodie, it's simple. Do you masturbate or not?" He asked once again, that word causing my cheeks to burn even more as I swear I was close to fainting.
I never thought I would be such a damn prude, but at this moment I felt like some virgin maiden who was captured by the ruthless pirate right now or something.
"Elodie, yes or no? It's that easy. One tiny little word." He whispered, his hand reaching for my face as he brushed along my cheek, tucking my hair behind my ear.
I guess just answering isn't that bad, right? I mean, it is natural. And to think he does it three times a day... No, I can't think that. I'm getting embarrassed again. Does he really do that three times a day?! Wait, does he think of her when he does it?
"Stop. You are thinking too much. Just relax." He scolded me like he could read my thoughts or something.
"Tell me. Do you finger that tight p***y and get yourself off Elodie?" He asked more bluntly this time. His hand on my thigh started to loosen as he began rubbing small circles over my jeans.
I couldn't help but whimper as his words pierced right through me, settling straight into my core as I bit down on my lip, trying to control myself.
"I bet you crawl into your bed at night and slip your hand into those pretty little panties of yours, don't you? What do you think about when you do that Sunshine? Tell me." He whispered, his mouth sliding across my cheek as he slipped his tongue out, tickling my flesh softly.
"Beckett please." I gasped, feeling my body start to react as my hips rolled on their own, grinding myself against him as I felt my panties flood with desire. What was this guy doing to me?!
"Just say who it is, and then I can make you feel good. Really really f*****g good." He grumbled, his voice seeming strained as he slid his hand up and down my thigh, making my head spin.
My heart began to pound, the sound making everything that much more intense as I felt this need like never before start to rise. I wanted him to keep going. I wanted him to know that for the past week, I have touched myself to thoughts of him every single time and that realization scared the hell out of me.
But what came out of my mouth next surprised even me.
"You, I have been thinking about you." I blurted, hearing Beckett groan as his mouth spread into a smile against my throat.
"Good girl." He praised, making my stomach flip uncontrollably as he kissed the side of my neck softly before going to pull back.
"Wait, what-"
"I want you to go home with Ari. Don't answer any of Hudson's calls. In fact, I'm tempted to take your f*****g phone but I won't do that. That would be too controlling and weird, right?" He began seeming to be talking more to himself than me as he pried my legs from around him before setting me down on my feet, leaving me completely confused.
"Go home? But I thought..." I trailed off, feeling that embarrassment suddenly come rushing back as Beckett reached up, fixing my hair and jersey.
"Sunshine, I'm not going to get you off in front of all of these security cameras, besides, anyone could walk over here at any moment. In fact, someone's coming now." Beckett stated, continuing to mess with my hair as I finally started to come out of that haze I must've been in.
What the hell was I thinking?! Of course Beckett wouldn't do anything here.
"I like your willingness though. But your bedroom seems like a safer place for something like that." Beckett teased, making me bat at his hands now as I started to realize what the hell happened.
"El? You back here?" Ari called out, making me freeze as I went to push Becket away from me. If she saw us this close together she might just lose her s**t, and not in a good way. She would totally give away the fact that I told her everything and then Beckett would find out. God, what would he do to me then?
My mind began to wander to naughty places as I quickly shook my head and went to step away from Beckett.
Of course he snaked his arm around me just as fast.
"Sunshine, are you embarrassed to be seen with me?" He teased, whispering against my ear as I tried to pry him off of me.
"El?" Ari called out again, seeming more concerned this time.
"So? Are you going to answer her? Or did you want to make out some more?"
"I'm right here!" I rushed, needing to get as far away from Beckett as possible right now with what was happening.
Beckett began to laugh as I tried to refrain from kicking him in the shin. He still had all of his gear on so it's not like it would hurt him anyways.
"Oh thank god. I was worried after that fight almost broke out. Did you see that look on Hudson's face? This plan is totally going to-" She froze, clearly not realizing I was right here with Beckett until he stepped us out of the shadow. I swear time seemed to stop.
"You told her? That's very naughty sunshine. Very f*****g naughty." Beckett practically growled against my ear before letting me go and walking forward.
"I will let you two chat." Beckett said, walking past Ari without even sparing her a glance as I stood there frozen in fear.
That tone of his voice was enough to tell me I was in trouble. Big freaking trouble.
"Whoops."
That was all Ari said and that's when I slumped to the floor, covering my face with my hands before groaning.
"I'm dead."
I swear I could imagine hearing Beckett's maniacal laughter in my head, taunting me as I knew for a fact he would make me pay for this somehow. I broke a rule... but what would my punishment be for that? And why did I kind of want to find out? Something is seriously wrong with me.