Nagdaan ang tatlong araw na hindi pa rin ako naliligo sa beach. Sa tuwing inaalok nila akong makisali sa kanilang tawanan sa dagat. Agaran akong umiiling para maka-iwas. Even though, I really like it to take a deep swim, but I refuse. I am doubted every time. What if they will laugh at me, just like Harris who bring myself in hell, who down myself from ashamed. Who always bring myself down. Who insulted me whenever I do what I like and what I wear. Napapansin kong may komento siyang hindi maganda. I'm still concious of my body. Maraming nagsabi sa akin na maganda raw sa pagkakahulma ang katawan ko. Payat ako at may laman. My boobs is not so big. And my height is not perfect for my age. I'm tall just like their height. Hindi pansin na bata pa lang ako. Maraming nagsabi sa akin na m