After the awkward meal, I had with Drew and Rhys. I decided to go for a walk in the woods.
I need to get away from these people for a moment. Especially from Drew. If he will continue to ignore me, I was thinking of stopping it and will approach him. But not now, maybe tomorrow.
What's the purpose of this vacation when we're not on talking terms? This is what I'm scared of. Of telling him how I feel about him. I know this will happen, but I never listen to the voice inside me.
But at least it's now in the open, right? At least I have the chance to tell him before we graduate high school and part ways in college. Thinking about it makes my heart ache. I don't imagine my life without Drew. Maybe I need to learn to live my life without him so that if the time will come, it would not hurt t
