How It Was(vmin fanfic)

The way I liked it( jimins prev)

Nothing stings worse knowing that the boy I feel in love with is being more distant and cold to me. It all started when I was in middle school, I was very nervous and scared mostly because I. found out that I was gay and my crush was my childhood best friend teayung. well at the time I was awkward around him because j didn't know if he liked me until that one night, he came to my house for a sleep over. We were planing to stay up all night and watch the new series to our favorite story. we'll when we sat day the room was colder than normal and teayung must of notice that I was cold, he grabbed a cover and put it around us. while he was doing that my heart was beating fast, he smiled that big boxy smile that reassures u that everything us ok. as we stood there he brought me in and our lips collided, I remember how my face was blood red and burning up. I remember the taste of his lips, a strawberry chapstick. everything was perfect. I LIKED IT HOW WE WERE.

(V prev)

I never ment to shut jimin out. I never wanted him to leave me. I was so caught up in work and school that I just forgot about his needs. Well for me what stands out the most was when Jimin and I first kissed, I have always been the honor student and the bad boy. People envy me and I understood why but when jg cam to Jimin he saw me as a normal person. and I loved him for that. well like I was saying bout the kiss, I planed everything out, that night I just waited for the perfect opportunity to finally make my move. and than boom opportunity presents itself jimin was cold so I grabbed his big Grey fluffy blanket and wrapped it around both of us. I smiled trying to show him its gonna be ok, than I made my move I leaned in and kissed him, nothing felt more right at that moment. the way are lips moved at the same pace and in the same rhythm, the way his lips tasted like grapes and the inside of his mouth tasted minty. everything was a perfect match. I decided I wanted to spice it up, so I pushed him over on the bed and ripped at his buttons to remove his shirt, I just remember how innocent Jimins face looked it was like a 8 year being told no by his mother. I clenched his hands and pushed them back to were o

I would have a better angle. that night changed everything, he was my first and I thought he would be my last. but when we drifted apart I was depressed and needy trying to bury myself and comprese all the feelings I had for jimin out, I had s*x with many men and a few women. but nothing felt right unless it was him.

Jimin prev

v was my first s*x partner and not exactly my last I did have a boy I was going out with until, he thought I was emotionally unstable and broke up with me. he thought that I was to obsessed with my ex that I wouldn't become good bf material. as f****d up as that was he was correct, my feelings never changed for V teayung I always loved him. and I loved him more that anyone else, but I thought that since we split that one break up was the end that we couldn't get together again. I was used to my parents telling me that if I came out as gay they would kick me out, well I came out and that's when V teayung and I started to love together. we were happy, those are the f*****g times I want back those moments were we would use each other to keep warm, or the time our electricity was out and we stayed up all night with flashlights telling each other stories, that what I miss.

V prev

Of course I miss the moments and memories we shared. my most fondest memorie wad when he was reading and j came out from the shower, he started to laugh, I turned around to see what he was laughing at and it turns out he was horny and couldn't find out how to ask. so I started to tease him trying to see if he would start to wine. he never did but he did put his book down walked over to me and took my towel. that's when I realized he was the one I wanted to be with, but goddammit I the f*****g i***t, and started to worry about work instead of his needs. THOSE ARE THE MOMENTS I WANT BACK.