*Symone* I have been in the hospital for a total of 8 days now. That is also how long Roman has been missing. I have not been this helpless since I was a child- before I started training under Master Altair. I know Roman is alive because I have not felt our bond break, but not knowing where he is or what condition he is in is terrifying. All of this, and I am due to drop this baby any day now. I want so much to go after him, but I can't. Darien has been instructed by the council to take Roman's place as alpha, but he refused. He believes Roman will return to us. Goddess, I hope so. I don't know if I will be able to function without him. I already feel like a chunk of my soul is missing. I feel ripped up inside. I feel broken. Master Altair has been trying to find Roman. He has eve