Alessandra I watched as Wendy got inside the car, with both our sons in the back of it, and drove off. Joshua was only a few feet away from me, and my body was stiffening up once more with tension as we were left alone. The automatic gates opened for Wendy's car, and as they closed behind her, I felt something ominous in the metallic clang. "Shall we go back inside?" I knew he was right there, but when he talked, I still jumped. I shot a glance at him before looking away. Fuck. I'm entirely acting guilty here! I was feeling guilty, though. After realizing that his relationship with Rachel hadn't changed much that time I stopped by his office, I had been confused. I wasn't sure what I should feel, or what I should do. My heart wanted one thing, but my mind was intent on being