my own life
jungkooks prev.
I sit around and wait for a call, I have been waiting to get a job I just turned 16 I have great grades and I need to be able to provide for myself,( ehh maybe they will call later) I grab my bag and head down the stairs, the noodle restaurant should be open maybe I'll just eat and go to the soup kitchen for some volunteering, the street is buetiful right now mid time, 12.00 sun's highest in the sky middle of spring the cherry blossom is fully bloomed and the smell of sweet apple feel the air, I grab my earrbuds and put on some music, I feel my.body in the need to dance so I tighten my bag on my back and twirl around and jump and leap I felt free, out of nowhere a guy came around the corner his nose in his phone,( hey watch out) I try to say before I stumble and crash right into him. his curly frizzy blonde hair and doe eyes with hiss sharp jawline it's all buetiful, my body untop of his I didn't mean to but I sit and stair into his eyes, he pushes me off," watch were your going" he says in a harsh tone,( whatch were I'm going u bumped into me,) I stand up and brush off myself," sorry," he says quickly before leaving. something about him made me feel good, he was different and I could feel that. I finished up my noodles and head to the soup kitchen.
VS prev
my day starts out slow, it's been 2 years scince my bf left me, everyscine he left part of me has left with him, I know longer do any of the things I liked. I walk to my kitchen and grab some food with coffee. my phone buzzez, " I'll get that in a sec' l. honey nut cherreos with almond milk will do good for now, I grab my phone* text from jimin, she is such a w***e she cheated on me with her co star, a sigh leaves my lips, as I text him back,* look it's ur fault love doesn't belong in this world* only idiots belive in love. my school papers layer all over the floor, I sit my cereal down and start picking them up and saving them into my bag, as I finish up my breakfast I run down the stairs to go to the coffee shop, the street is so dull, no color no difference, I have been color blind everscince he left. for real I can't see any color other than black and white. I walk up to the counter and the gurl behind the desk already knows my order she quickly hands it to me and I walk out the door. my phone keeps dinging, I open it holy s**t he hates my response. I came around a corner and a young boy with black hair comes crashing unto me,my eyes slam shut as I hit the ground, my eyes flutter open and I can't belive it, I could see color. I look at him and his big eyes back at me, fear floods me what the f**k I have been colored blink how the hell can I see color now. I push him off me in fear, and in anger I tell him to watch out.but truly I know it was him knocking me over that made me mad but it was fear that I saw color when I saw him.i quickly turn around and leave.