HOLLY
My father and Martin had spent all day Sat at the table laughing and cracking jokes while deciding my whole future. I felt sick. It felt like my life was over. Any hopes or dreams that I might have had had just been snatched away from me. Mum kept giving me sympathetic glances. Especially when they started discussing how we should start trying for a baby straight away. I threw up in my mouth a little. The thought of him touching me sexually made my stomach turn.
I had started tuning them out. I couldn’t listen to them anymore. I moved over to sit on the bed that I had been sleeping in and put my headphones. I turned up my music and tried desperately to distract myself. I closed my eyes, trying g to stop the tears that threatened to fall. There had to be a way out of this. I couldn’
