Another Day Without You

Chapter 1: The End

Ace

Honestly no one ever thinks about their last moments on earth or what that might even look like.

The ones that do, usually have some bullshit story about seeing your life flash before your eyes.

Regret seeping in when you realize the s**t you've done will always haunt you. That your destination is determined by what you've done with the time you had on this forsaken planet.

But not me- Never me , because as I lay here dying ruminating the choices I've made that led to my demise, I hear it again, it’s faint but it’s there.

That one thing that makes all my actions justifiable at least to me anyway. Every bad decision, every life I've taken, every moment I should feel guilty for. Gone -just like that, replaced by that angelic voice that I've long but forgotten existed and to my horror she's crying.

I detest that I’m the reason there are tears streaming down her cheeks but as I watch the dam break all I can think about is how beautiful she is , her ocean blue eyes red and puffy from the river now streaming down as she tries with all her might to wipe away those drops that wont stop falling.

She’s so beautiful even now. What is wrong with me I shouldn’t be admiring her beauty at a time like this, getting lost in those eyes of hers while I’m conscious of the fact that she knows that I'm dying now.

I bet she wishes she could take my pain away, finally make the true villains pay for what they’ve done. Even so we are both powerless to my predicament

She knows my story better than anyone else and through all the c*****e she has stood by my side.To a man like me that is more than enough.I don’t deserve someone as amazing and understanding as her and right now I want nothing more than to hold her in my arms ,to tell her that I'm truly enamored with her and whisper in her ear the words she so longs to hear, the words we both wish to be true.

However as I lie here dying the hero once again gets in my way.