~KANE~
I f*****g hate myself right now. I hate the person I am. I hate the person my father raised me to be. I'm the biggest asshole out there, and I'm ashamed of the things I've done. I hate the things I did to Maya; I hate that I made her cry and forced her to hate me. I hate that I broke an innocent, sweet girl, a girl that was mine, a girl that would have made me happy. I hate that I lost her before I got a chance to tell her how much I loved her. But more than any of that, I hate what I just did.
I'm pissed at myself. I had no idea where my mate was, yet here I am, agreeing to marry a woman that made me want to f*****g kill myself. What was worse is that I felt something for her f*****g maid. The moment I lifted my gaze and looked into the girl's beautiful green eyes, I felt lost.
