Caylee I wave to Aunt Ava as I get ready to take my seat in her class. She smiles at me before I turn to head up the steps. I falter a little seeing Noah already here. I usually beat him to this class. Monday after we had that talk, he had raised his hand in a wave and smiled a little but didn’t come near me. I was giving him a little space after his confession that night. I had no idea he was holding onto that guilt. It explains so much though. The way he would look like he wanted to join in on something in our family but then hold himself back. I haven’t said anything to my family yet, but I will need to soon. Sean and Liam need to corner him and tell him they don’t blame him either. Those two don’t take no for an answer easily. And he needs their reassurance. I think he knows my pare