The Jerk is a Ghost

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He is always like this. When he knew I was getting angry every time he interfered with me, he would give up.

He came over to me and hugged me from the side, "Don't be mad anymore. I love you." he whispered as he gently caressed my arm to calm me.

I snorted, "I'm not angry, eh. You're just annoying. It's not like I'll just be locked up here at home for the rest of my life."

He sighed and groaned, "Yeah. You can work, if that's what you want."

I frowned at him, "I guess you're just being forced, eh."

He nodded innocently, "No ah," he said then he sealed me with a kiss, "I love you."

I just smiled at him so he laughed and tightened his hug with me.

"God my children eri."

Fire and I looked at Mother Myrna in front of us. It shook us watching.

"Please don't repeat the shout you made earlier ah? That's not good for the couple." he preached.

"I'm not the one shouting. He's the only one shouting," Fire pointed at me so I kicked him. Laughing, he put his mouth to my ear to whisper, "That's true, eh. I'm talking to you calmly, you're the only one who suddenly shouted."

I just smiled at him again, so he laughed again.

Fire and I continued our good relationship as a couple. Like he said, he already allowed me to work. That's all, he'll pick me up. Sometimes, he spends more time in our hotel than in their own company. Guard I closed on him. He was still paranoid I could find someone else. Eh how many times have I told her he is the only man I will love for life no matter what happens.

I only ask for one thing, 'e. May his view and love for me not change. How he looks at me now, hopefully that won’t change. Because of me? I am true to my words. When I say he’s just for life, he’s just.

Until, Aquirro came into our life. for help, guidance and clear mind. I also wished Fire and I win the 7-17 we bet in jueteng yesterday, for it would be helpful for every one of us. I apologized to Him too for thinking of rebellion against Jano.

I got up in a jiffy when I heard water supply truck. However I missed it when diarrhea starts again.

That time, I realized that God did not permit me to rebel. Rebellion would help me find a job but He might punish me. Diarrhea is a worst enemy, for it would attack anytime, anywhere. It would put me to shame.

Thus, I started doing my routine, my chores ...

Then, eleven it was, I went downhill to converse with April. But Flor was there, too. We have had no chance to talk seriously.

When I went back home, Chriz had already fulfilled what I directed him. It was 'waiting for water supply truck'. Thanks, God! I would wash my clothes later. This afternoon I couldn't detect the filthy odor. I knew it was a dead rat. Every time I enter Flor's bedroom I could smell it. Thus, I moved out all the stuffs while cleaning the rom and changing its original position. I also took out unnecessary stuffs. I was almost done when Chriz told me to open the switch box. I found the filthy dead rat inside!

I wished Flor Rhina cooperates in keeping room organized and clean.

When Jano and Gie arrived, the house becomes joyful. The couple seems so happy tonight. In fact, the thought of rebellion was gone. I could have been blaming myself if I did it.

We watch "Pinoy Dream Academy Last Explosion Night '. I was disappointed to hear that Rosita Bareng, my bet, was expelled. She in fact was frustrated too. I thought her fans would save her. She deserves the prizes at stakes. But the world is unfair! That was what I realized.

December 10, 2006

My dream was all about friendship: "In Zone 4, Bulan, Sorsogon, I was melancholy walking down the gloomy street. It was an evening --- a sad evening. I was then looking for Epr. I saw Claire and Maggi. They rejected my greetings as if I was invisible. Thus, I went on looking for my friend. All of a sudden, I was in a bulk of crowd. It was in a movie house. I fell in line and saw Mary Ann, my college classmate. She replied to my 'Hi', but that was all. I haven't had a cue what was the 'Now Showing'. I just paid P10 for an entrance fee. Inside, I noticed the antiquated interior of the theater. It was made of fine woods. One thing I noticed was I entered in an orchestra, and deluxe was more preferable. I haven't seen my friend. "

It's a stormy day. The air is so cold ..

I did not know if I would be glad to the postponement of Jano-and-Gie's walk this morning. But I noticed that Gie was wealthy today. Our breakfast, she bought, were 'taho', 'puto' and 'kutsinta'. Then, Jano gave the P3500 to me for electric bill tomorrow. He has gotten his bonus, huh! It secretly gladdens me. At least we would all be secured to consume electricity. Then, I also thanked God for stopping me yesterday. If I rebel, I don't know what would happen to us.

Tomorrow, I'm gonna see my 'mother-in-law'.

Due to rain and coldness of weather, we all had a siesta and when Jano and Gie get up, my sleep was disturbed. But it was okaybecause, again, they bought snacks.

Not so long ago after we took in our snacks, Alfoy, Lemar and Lemar's brother arrived. I knew they would have a drinking session.

They tried to entice me to quaff a bit but they were unsuccessful. I set myself not to drink brandy, wherever I am, whoever induces me and till I have sanity on my head. Drinking alcoholic drinks is indeed dispensable.

Thus, I have come up in an idea of ​​having a CD compilation of my favoFirete songs, of memorable songs and theme songs to myself, to my girls and to my friends. It would let it CD-burned and I would name it 'My Soundtracks ". Here they are:

Because of You (Keith Martin) Until the Time is True (Five) Ever Since the World BegunHawak-Kamay (Yeng Constantino) Boulevard of Broken Dreams (Greenday) Californication (Red Hot Chili Peppers) Total Eclipse of my HeartPerfect (Simple Plan) The Reason (Maroon 5) Will of the WindShow Me the Meaning of Being Lonely (Back Street Boys) Mama (Spice Girls) Unwell (Matchbox Twenty) When September Ends (Greenday)

It was ten when the drunkards finished the last drop of 'Empe'. It was then the time I took my dinner. But it's okay. Jano opted it. He's just being kind. In fact, he tried to tell me the advantage of ‘drinking’. He tole me that Lemar is a regular employee of Casino Filipino. Yeah! I envy him and I pity myself that I'm jobless, since I'm a graduate of BSC, compared to Lemar who, I think, is not. But I couldn't accept the fact that I must have to drink in order in order to get a job. It's a no-no. I would get a job though I'm a tee-totaller.

Jano would not be home tomorrow till Thursday because his delivery would be on a far province. I just didn't ask him where. What is more important to me is that he accepted it. At least I would not be tired of attending his water for bath. And, I would have privacy.