The Jerk is a Ghost

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Unfortunately, I was the first pick. I picked Guinevere, then get Execute. As expected, Ruby was counterpicked by the opponents so I was a bit behind the items. The game started to get serious around mid-game. The scores are really tight, but our team is losing slightly. The enemy team has more kills while our team has more objectives.

Around the last part of the game, all of us died when competing for Lord. We were just laughing since we knew there was no chance to win. The enemy's base is out of turrets, but so our base. Raine and Edwin respawn correctly at the same time.

"Pakshet, it's too late for Joseph to respawn!" said Raine to him.

"Raine, go backdoor to their base while they're not at base. We'll def, okay? You're using Chou." actually, he will gamble since anytime, the opponents can recall.

"Okay, all right." Raine agreed.

Edwin and Derek did their best to defend our base, but died since the opponent had five more lives. Laughing, they put down their phones, accepting defeat. I respawned after and delayed the enemy's team using Guinevere's ultimate. Everyone shouted when watching outside because of that. That was a good set I did! Imagine, I caught five ?! Our nexus was really just a flip when suddenly, the game's camera panned to the enemy's desFended nexus. Victory prompting our phone's screen. Raine successfully backdoored the enemy's base! Mama washed some of our dirty clothes. She left hers. I pity her. I wanted to thank her. I was thinking what would be my siblings' reactions about it. They're jealous, maybe. But, they have to understand my situation.

I pursue baby book making. I wanted to finish it so that I could showcase it to every visitor. In fact, I've shown it to Tintin. She made a 'pakimkim' of P20 to Baby Zildjian.

I decided to call my second child 'Cool' as his nickname because of its two 'puyo' on his head. He would be 'pasaway' when he grows up. But, I want him to be 'cool' in good ways.

I pass my e-load business to Taiwan because I couldn't finance it anymore. Alas!

Jano reminded me about the March 15 due date of our 'utang', after Lola Alice has fetched Mama to Laguna for death vigil. He has heard about P500 that was given to me by Mama for my 'mag-iina'. That money would be saved. If ever we couldn't provide P2000, we will have money to pay back Jano.

Hanna has been so 'pasaway'. She needs close care and attention. She's jealous, too.

"Lord God, thank You or we're already here. Thank You for Raine gave birth safely. Thank You, You gave me a healthy son. I wish, God, for Raine's breast milk. We couldn't afford t buy formula anymore. Please, help us. Amen!"

Since Mama was on a sojourn, I have to get up early so that I could clean the surroundings. Nothing has changed. Zildjian's birth does not stop me from doing chores. In fact, it increases.

Past nine, Hanna and I left to Gate 2. I would get a 'cedula' there for Baby Cool's birth certificate. There, I have experienced the hardship of marketing with a child on my arm. However, I have managed to market systematically.

It was eleven when we got home.

Raine hasn't breast milk yet. Zildjian was crying every time he could sip milk from her. It doesn't fulfill his hunger. We have to feed him with formula.

"Lord God, please give Raine adequate breast milk. Thank you!"

I tried to help Raine in taking care of Baby Cool. However, I have to focus more to Hanna, who's so 'pasaway' and 'malikot', especially when she was playing with Laurence.

Since I was going to do the first laundry of Baby Cool's clothing, I rose up very early at 6:45. I immediately cleaned the surroundings. I have to do some extra chores though I was washing because no one would do it. Jen was occupied. Raine couldn't touch cold water.

It was a hard job for me - doing laundry while helping Raine in taking care of our kids. But, it's okay!

Since, we have no water I rinse the clothes in Bukal. It's sacrifice. But I have to fulfill it because I have no money. The P500, Mama gave us was being saved for Gie and Jano. "Huh? 300 guys fromAkmang I'm going to run out again but someone suddenly pulled my wrist and I went inside. Noah closed the door and locked it.

Damn! That's Zia! B-but, no! That's not it! B-he's still alive right !? He's still alive and I know I'm just looking back.

"What are you doing, Missy !?" Swan exclaimed but I remained silent. "You almost died out there if Claire didn't pull you !?" she scolded me.

"Please calm down, Omy. Just understand him." at the same time, Steph approached Swan and whispered something so Swan was silent.

But, damn! That's not it! S-she's still alive. I-I'm still hoping she isn't dead.

'Argh! Missy! Why don't you forget Zia! Please move on! ' other sidr of my brained shouted from frustration. 'I-I can't. I can't k-so. I'm a weak person. With us so close, I can't afford to lose him next to me. ' my own self answered.

Call me crazy but yes I am right now! The mess!

I want to move on, but my body and mind can't. Maybe, m-maybe I can't do it at all.

'Argh! Cut the crap Missy! Just clear your mind! 'Don't weigh yourself down this time! Especially when your teammates need you! ' my mind said that made me kind a bit calm.

'Right! I have to stay focus. She isn't Zia anymore. She is just a Zia clone with her costume! Right! ' trying to fool myself.

Oh! Damn! I am so fuckin 'crazy! I'm confused.

"Shallwe go now?" I came to my senses when Noah tapped me on the shoulder. I nodded and smiled. Here goes this plastic smile again.

We walked and circled the entire computer shop. Usually, we're in each desk with computers, headphones, and monitors.

I turned to Noah who was setting the table at the door, Claire and Swan were also helping him.

"Missy?" wait, who's that?

"Missy! Over here!" female voice, familiar female voice.

"Missy! Help me!"

"Will you forget me?"