ARIEL
WELL I have to go and get ready for the fair but I just can't shake that girl out of my mind. The way she she dressed, I thought she was an emo-girl but like a sexy one. She was so beautiful and sexy and... a lot of really good things. I really hope that I meet her once again but do you know what I don't hope. I don't really want to freeze up like I did back in the café. I don't know why but I really feel attracted towards her and I have never really felt this before like sure I had girl crushes and boy crushes but never to this extent. It is weird because I never really knew that I could feel this way towards girls. I always did say that gender never matters to me as long as I love the person but I always thought that I would end up with a guy.
Anyways I have to go and get ready. I get up and open up my wardrobe to find something to wear for the fair. I don't have a lot of clothes, just a good enough amount. I strangely have a lot of green clothes, I like the color though. I rarely wear skirts because of two reasons, first being that I don't find them comfortable and second that I am insecure. Let's see what should I wear. I want to feel comfortable enough to roam around and jump around so I am going to wear the green 'pajama' thingy with the green jacket. It is comfortable and looks good.
"Buttercup are you getting ready?"
"yeah Ariana"
I turn around and see my bestie looking like she cried with her red eyes and nose. I open up my arms and she jumps up into my arms. I catch her in time and she buries her face in my neck and starts sniffling. I am not really sure what she is crying about but my first priority is to get her to calm down and let her cry all she wants. I brush her hair while she holds me tightly and cries. After a while she stops crying but doesn't look up.
"Nana what happened?"
"Do you remember Ricky?"
When she says that name I freeze and a whole sea of traumatizing memories flash by my eyes. How could I forget that motherfucker. He was and still is the main reason for the suffering that Nana and I went through. I swear to Satan, if I ever see his face again I will mess it up so bad that even his own parents will not be able to recognize the piece of s**t that they brought into this world.
"Yes. why.... what happened? Did he contact you again?"
"Yea but he acted like he has turned over a new life and has changed himself. He also has a new girlfriend."
"Then why did he contact you?"
"I DON'T KNOW" She screamed and I immediately hug her knowing that she could go into a panic attack any moment.
"Don't worry. He won't be able to do s**t . This time I will f**k him up if he tries some s**t"
"I know that you will but all those memories are running through my mind"
"you know what let's replace those memories by making some new ones okay?? Let's get ready for the fair and we can even eaten you favourite ice cream"
"The whole tub?" She looks up through her lashes and I laugh looking at her.
"Yea babe the whole bucket but on one condition you will not complain the next day that you look like a whale"
"Promise"
She gets up and does the Naruto run to her room and I laugh. These girls are my like my family.