- If I knew the consequences. If only I knew What would happen when I leave What would happen when I went To speak to him. Benjamin Carson. I would've never left to go meet him. If only I knew that I would never come back again. Never going to see my baby boy. Never in a million years would I guess that I would leave Elijah. Even if I'm forced. I would've never left the house That night if only I knew. ~~ SofiaValentines Sofia's POV. So today is the day when I finally confess. When I will finally tell Benjamin Carson Black about my past, and everything I did, I'll have to tell him about the stripping, the rape, the abuse, and everything else. I just hope he won't lose his temper. Everyone knows if he does lose his temper, not even his own sister Charlotte can stop him. Bu