The Cruel Alpha's Mate!

Their Lives' Changes...

"Don't be afraid of change. You may end up losing something but you will probably end up gaining something better..."

~present time~

Liam's pov

"What are you thinking of James? I know this look..." I ask my Beta and best friend since childhood.

He seems to be in deep thoughts and sometimes this makes me scared. I am the silent type of person usually.

When he is silent he is thinking about something I won't like and he will piss me off but he is like brother for me and I can't see him like this, so I have to ask and know what is bothering him.

"Have you ever wondered how we would have been if our mates were here with us? I mean..." he says and I cut him immediately.

"They are not. Stop thinking about them James. They don't deserve your concern, they never did!We are better off without them." I reply annoyed.

I hate it when it comes to them!

He wanted them from the first moment. When I told him I found my 'mate' he was excited about his Luna but I wasn't. She was weak, ugly and fool. I never wanted a Beta for a mate. She would be a disaster for me and my pack, a shame of mate and Luna for the most fearful pack and an Alpha like me.

When James saw her friend, Cassie that night at the club in which we found them he immediately fell in love with her, she was his mate!

From that day he is always talking about her and he has changed, he is not laughing or having fun, he is a different person and this is causing me a headache.

"You are an i***t, aren't you? You don't have any right to talk about my mate like this. And what about your mate, huh? This girl is everything for you and I know this for sure. How could you do all these things to her? You have no heart at all Liam." He screams frustrated and I feel my anger raising.

Every time the same thing!

"She was weak, having her as my mate would be a terrible mistake." I answer through my teeth.

"Weak? You call the girl I saw and learned so much about weak? You were abusing her for months Liam and she never stopped loving you or being patient, she hoped that you would change. Because I wasn't there with you those months doesn't mean I don't know what was happening. She is stronger than you, I assure you." He says angrily and I growl annoyed, the hell she was!

"She was a slut, did you see her that night? I went to her room to see her and she wasn't there, she was in a club dancing with a jerk!" I remind him and I instantly start shaking.

I still remember the image of her dancing with an i***t! His dirty hands were wrapped around her, she was laughing and smiling and he wanted her, it was obvious.

"She was locked in her room for months, she wanted to have some fun, she was afraid of you, she was distant from everyone because of your jealously. You say you never loved her, why did you act like that then? Why did you take her and raped the poor girl asshole?" he screams again.

"You know... How? I... never..." I tremble shocked and he growls ready to punch me on the face.

"Lily told me, their friend. Remember when you went back to the college two weeks after that night and I came with you? I talked with her alone after we asked her about Mira and Cassie and she told me what you did. I begged her to tell me where Cassie was and that I loved her but she told me I was lying. I asked her how she was so sure and she told me what you did, she was sure I was just like you and I rejected Cassie to hurt her and because I was ashamed of her being my mate." He explains shaking from anger and he hits his hand with power on the dashboard.

Fuck! I didn't see it coming!

"Look, what I did with my mate is my business but what you did with yours is your own fault. You were the one who rejected her, not me." I shout trying to push my guilt away.

"It was your fault! I was afraid of your reaction, I wanted Cassie safe. I was an i***t but you were a monster and as I can see you are still." He continues screaming.

"Shut up James! You may be a brother for me but don't push my buttons." I warn him roaring.

"He is right you know. You are a monster." My wolf, Phobos says growling outraged.

"You tell that Phobos is the cruel and heartless one but you proved you are the monster. Phobos loved his mate. You hurt not only your mate but your wolf as well and don't try to excuse yourself." James adds reading Phobos appearance in my mind.

"You are both weak and cowards. You forget that she accepted my rejection two weeks later and left her pack." I scream.

"Of course she did. She did the right thing, you were sleeping with sluts every night. You did it even the night she shifted for the first time, Mira was in pain and you wanted to make it even worse for her. You are shameless Liam." James tells me indignant.

"She is my mate and she was dancing with this shame of an Alpha. I wanted to show her her place." I explain to him but in vain.

I just can't convince him!

"She had eyes only for you! Alpha Cooper was always kind to her, he might was in love with her but she didn't know. She was acting kindly and friendly, instead of you. You wanted revenge because you are in love with her from the first time you saw her. But you are an asshole and you never admitted your true feelings. You were always jealous." He continues.

"I was never jealous, I never felt anything for her. I hate her." I scream.

"You know what? Keep on denying your true feelings Liam. I am glad Mira left before we reached her pack that day. I am glad we didn't find her and Cassie because you are dangerous. As much as it hurts me being away from my mate and having no Luna for our pack I am happy for their decision to leave. Lily did the best thing when she warned them we were going to find them. You were going there to kill her for accepting your rejection. I was going there to explain the reason I rejected Cassie and you ruined everything. I am sorry about Phobos." He concludes and stays silent again.

I am not going to speak to him for the rest of our drive to the palace. I am too mad and annoyed to try to reason with him.

Damn this King!

He found the perfect timing to ask for my help.

How am I going to train his army when I have a frustrated Beta and my wolf ignoring me?

"Your mother would be ashamed of you if she was alive. And your father too. Not to mention James' parents who raised who like a real son. You are causing pain to all of us." Phobos tells me and I want to kill someone from my rage.

My mother? Really?

"Don't you dare speak about my mother again. You are not able to speak about her. She died to give birth to me. And stop mentioning my father who was always heartbroken about her loss and Catherine and Nick." I reply and close the link blocking him.

He knows that talking about my mother is killing me.

I grew up without her, I feel guilty about her death, I was the reason she died.

My father never blamed me but I can see he is in pain. After her death he stayed to my pack, he was a great Alpha but some years later when I was nine years old he left to run our companies and he was Alpha from distance. James' parents were in lead under my father's commands and they raised me like their son. I love them very much.

All these things made me what I am, a coldhearted man, a cruel one, a monster as everyone is calling me.

I and Phobos had so much anger inside us that we became violent, he was always the fear for everyone and I wasn't going back either.

Phobos changed when we met Mira at the private college I went as a trainer for one year. She was there to get trained and I was training her group.

I realized immediately she was my mate and I felt disappointed. She was ugly, weak, fat, shy. I wanted an Alpha female to mate and have heirs, not a Beta...

I got angry, I was abusing her some times and she never fought me back, she never showed resistance. She was afraid of me and she had been doing everything I was telling her to do. Hurting her was a pleasure for me and a torture for Phobos who was always trying to save her. He was even begging me to stop abusing her, her cries were breaking his heart every time.

I tried to calm myself down by sleeping with other women but it wasn't enough, I wasn't feeling well, something was missing. That's the main reason I was checking on her all the time trying to find a reason to hit her, bite her, punch her and kick her, to punish her for her existence.

I don't know why but being close to her was feeling right, I was about to start changing, she was going to be my weakness and I was scared yet angry.

That night, when I raped her, I had gone to her room with James to check on her. James wanted to see his 'Luna' too and it was a good opportunity for me. When I found her room empty and no sign of her I got mad, I knew about a club near the college and I decided to go and search for her.

I found her in the arms of another 'man' and I lost my mind. I couldn't control my anger.

This bastard was lucky I didn't kill him and I just took her with me and left the club. I wanted to show her who is the boss, that she would always be mine even if I hate her.

When I raped her believe it or not I felt good and satisfied for the first time in my life. Being inside her felt like heaven, I felt completed and I got mad even more for that.

I hated her and she caused me the biggest pleasure I had ever felt.

I rejected her for this reason, to punish her for what she had made me feel, I was sleeping with other women every night the two following weeks and even the night she was supposed to shift for the first time.

I wanted to stay away from the college for more but Phobos was nervous causing me a headache and he wanted his mate. To be honest I wanted to see her also but I could wait...

In the end I made him the favor but she wasn't there, I asked her cousin where she was but she told me to stay away from her, she knew everything. I decided to be patient and wait some days for her return as Lily had assured me she would come back.

But...

The shock came when she accepted my rejection. I was training her group when I felt the worst pain I have ever felt in my life, I realized almost immediately what was happening. Phobos was screaming and howling in pain in my mind, he was crying for the loss of his mate.

I got so angry again I wanted to kill her for having the chasm to accept my rejection and break the bond completely. I felt like I was nothing for her and this hurt me more than I had expected, I thought I would never lose her love and...

How dared she make something like this without my permission?

I left for her pack to find her with James as he wanted to see his mate again but she was nowhere to be found. They were both missing.

That day...

~flashback, five years ago~

"We are here." I inform James and get out of my car.

I reached her pack and demanded from the Alpha to accept me in his territory.

He is waiting for me outside his pack house with his Luna and some guards.

"Why do I pay the price of your visit to my pack Alpha Liam?" Alpha Nolan asks me with curiosity.

"Cut the crap Nolan. Where the hell is she?" I scream and walk to him dangerously.

His guards immediately step in front of them protectively keeping me away from him and his Luna.

"My mate and her friend where are they?" I ask him again impatiently.

Suddenly a tall young man with brown hair and brown eyes and another one with dirty blonde hair and dark green eyes rush to him panicked and stop the moment they notice me and James.

"Father they are nowhere to be found, everyone is looking for them but we can't find them. They have all got crazy." The blonde one informs him and Nolan looks concerned.

"Who are they Alpha?" The man with brown hair asks and I growl annoyed.

How dare he doesn't recognize me?

I am everyone's worst nightmare.

"He is Alpha Liam from the Bloody Killer's Pack Dom. He is asking about his mate but we don't have anyone who is his mate in our pack." Luna Hannah explains and I lose my control, they are all lying in front of my face.

"Where the hell is she? Tell me and stop lying." I scream again and James steps in front of me preventing me from stepping closer to them.

"You!" the blonde one screams and run to me suddenly with the other young man following him quickly.

"You are my cousin's mate i***t? Bastard I will kill you!" he yells and reaches to me and James.

He pushes James away and tries to give me a punch but I am quick enough, I block him and kick him on his stomach. The brown haired man manages to punch me on my face and I lose my balance falling down on the ground with him on top of me. Soon I gain my thoughts and we start fighting each other, the blonde one joins us and everyone rushes to stop us.

"You are the son of a b***h that raped her, aren't you? You are dead no matter who you are!" the brown haired screams.

"Enough all of you!" a man roars and the guards manage to separate us.

James is holding me back with some other guards and Alpha Nolan and his Luna are holding the other two men I was fighting with.

A man with black hair and a woman with long brown hair and a teenage boy run to us and stop in the middle of both sides.

The woman seems panicked and the man with the teenage boy are shaking from anger. Soon another man with a woman and a younger teenager are joining their side and stare at us with anger and hatred.

"Are you our daughters' mates?" the black haired man screams outraged.

"Are you Mira and Cassie's parents?" I ask him back.

My wolf is howling frustrated but not for them, he is mad at me for my behavior.

"Yes and believe me I will kill you for hurting and abusing my baby girl!" he screams and soon the young teenagers and the men I was fighting before take position ready to attack me and James.

"Leave right now! Out of my territory. Or else I will let them kill you! " Alpha Nolan roars and comes in front of me menacingly.

"I am not a patient man when it comes to my family and pack young man. You both hurt two girls I am considering as my daughters, you caused them to leave." He shouts and James gasps with an expression full of pain and fear.

I ignore him and look all of them trying to precede what he just told me...

She left?

Did she really leave?

Phobos is almost crying, I feel him breaking, he is in pain and...

Am I hurt?

"What do you mean they left?" I yell unbearable to believe his words.

"They left, they are not here, we can't find them some hours now. Their things are missing. The last call in Cassie's phone was with my daughter, Lily." Luna Hannah explains and now everything makes sense...

She informed them that we were coming and they decided to leave.

Shit!

I let out a loud growl and push everyone away from me. I will kill them all!

They are unable to find two young girls!

"Leave and never come back. You have caused them and us enough pain. I will kill you by myself if you stay here one more minute." Nolan warns me and James turns to get back in the car.

"What the hell are you doing Beta? We came for them and we will get them." I scream at him and it is then when he explodes.

"You heard them Liam! They are not here. They left away because of us, of you! Let their families alone to find them. Show some respect to the people that raised them, I am done with your arrogance. I am leaving with or without you!" He screams and gets in the car closing his door with so much power that he could easily break it.

"Leave. Now!" The blonde man whispers again and he takes some steps to me.

"We are not done, believe me. When she comes back tell her I will come back to get her." I warn them, turn and get in my car to leave.

We are not done...

~end of flashback~

I continue driving to the palace with James completely silent and my wolf nowhere to be found in my mind.

I admit that I wanted to kill her for some years, I was hurt and more cruel than before and Phobos is rarely speaking to me all these years.

It has been almost one year that I have stopped asking for revenge and I stopped sleeping with other women every night trying to calm myself down.

There is no reason doing it, nothing is helping me relax, I don't feel any pleasure anymore, in fact I feel disgust from the sluts I had been sleeping with.

I need a woman strong, confident and logical. The women I was sleeping with want me only for my power and my title. They may be pretty but they are not in my tastes.

I want someone different.

"Someone like her." Phobos whispers wickedly in my mind and I roll my eyes to him.

"I am telling you she is not the style of woman I prefer." I reply angrily.

"Yeah, yeah... Of course, you don't like her, she was fat, ugly, weak... She was always perfect and you know it! I felt your pleasure that night, you were more aroused than ever, you loved every second you were inside her. You loved that night and you killed her and not only her but Moira and me as well. I should have left you from the day she left her pack. We are half without mate. Keep on lying to yourself." He continues with pain in his voice and blocks me before I reply back to him.

Can he be right?

I mean... After and before her there was no other woman for me, I felt nothing for anyone else and I am trying to convince myself that I never cared but deep inside I know I did and I will always care for her. Maybe... 

I am still thinking of her, every day...

I am trying to seem like I have felt nothing for her but I know it is pointless. I never wanted to feel weak and I am scared of love because I am the reason my mother died, her love for me costed her and I never thought that I would be worth of love but Mira... Loved me!

Can it be?

I love her?!

And now how can I find her? Where?

What am I going to do?

Mira's pov

"Mom are we close?" Ethan whispers in order not to wake Angel up.

"In less than an hour we will be there honey. Aren't you tired?" I ask him in a low voice tone and look at him through the mirror.

"No, I am excited and I want to keep you company." He replies and I smile to him proudly.

My little man!

He is not even five years old and he is so protective with the people he loves. He is always very worried and caring towards me and Angel. He is acting like a real man and he makes my heart melt. I am proud of both of my children but Ethan is something else.

He is the serious one, the energetic, the strong, the logical and very persistent. He is the one who is more worried about me, he is scolding me when I am training for too long, when I don't eat a lot, when I don't sleep that much and when I am caressless.

"Thank you baby! You are a gentleman." I say and he giggles proud of himself.

"That's our man!" Moira whispers and purrs.

"He is a real Alpha." I tell her and she nods in agreement.

"He is like his mother Mira. We did a good job with them." She states and I smile happily.

"I was wondering..." she begins again and I freeze, I know this tone...

"How are they going to react if they find out who their father is and what he did to you? I am sure Ethan is going to be angry and will keep distance from him but what about Angel? She is the sensitive one..." she wonders nervously.

She knows I am getting angry right now!

"I think she will be hurt and believe me I will do whatever it takes to prevent it from happening. Liam doesn't deserve them, they are great kids. I will kill him the moment he raises his hands on them." I assure her and she howls in agreement.

I still remember the day I met my father and realized I was pregnant.

That day I promised myself I will always protect them and I will never let anyone yet Liam hurt them.

~flashback, five years ago~

I am walking with Cassie in the forest near my father's territory in Australia.

We landed in Australia some hours ago and I didn't want to lose any minute.

I need to find him and I will!

It wasn't that difficult to leave from our old pack and come here.

Moira is very strong as a pure Alpha, she was able to mask her scent until we left away from our old pack's territory. We continued with the bus for eight hours and we reached Los Angeles. There, we took the first available flight for Australia and here we are. Once we landed we headed to the forest that we found out my father's pack is living.

"Do you smell it Cas?" I ask her and she nods quickly.

"We are close, very close to the borders." She murmurs and we continue walking for some more minutes until we listen to howlings.

"Let them come and find us, we are in their territory." I suggest and we wait for some minutes until we see four wolves, one grey, two brown and one dark honey running to us.

I take a deep breath and Cassie takes my hand in hers and squeezes it nervously.

The wolves are ready to attack us when the first brown wolf who is leading them stops suddenly and growls at the others warningly. They all stop immediately and the brown one goes behind a big tree and comes some seconds later wearing only a pair of trousers.

He is quiet tall, with muscles, dark brown hair and green eyes similar with mine. He seems shocked and surprised together.

"Mira? Is your name Mira?" he asks me trembling and I gasp breathless.

"You know me?!" I whisper surprised and Cassie stares at him with open mouth.

"It is really you Mira! I am so happy! What are you doing here?" he yells enthusiastic, runs to me and pulls me in his arms hugging me tightly.

Excuse me?

I am too surprised to talk, what is this man doing?

He keeps me in his arms for some more seconds, the other wolves are howling happily, Moira is howling in my head excited and I feel like an i***t!

"I am Oliver, your cousin. I know about you, we all know do. Your father, my uncle is always talking about you to everyone, he showed us one of your pictures which your mother sent to him some months ago. Besides this we have the same eyes' color like our fathers." He explains to me and I nod still shocked.

"Are you alright?" he asks me with wary and I turn and look at Cassie nervously.

"She... She is just shocked. That's all. We had never thought about meeting her father's pack members like this. By the way I am Cassie, her best friend." Cassie whispers for me and Oliver smiles in understanding and takes her hand for a shake.

"Does your mother know you came here?" he asks and it's now that I find my voice back and manage to speak.

"No, we left from the pack some days ago, please don't inform them." I almost beg him and he stares at me with wary.

"Um, okay cousin! Come with me, I will take you to your father. You must be tired and hungry." Oliver tells us and we head to the pack house with him carrying our luggage.

~some time later~

"We are almost here." Oliver whispers and I start shaking uncontrollably.

"It is going to be fine Mira. Your father knows, I informed him and the whole pack is gathered outside the pack house to greed you." Oliver tells me reading my body's language and I nod nervously.

Cassie holds my hand in hers and Moira is purring relieved, she has a good feeling and she is happy.

We take some more steps and we get out of the forest.

A big, elegant house is almost 100 meters away in front of us and about 2.000 people are gathered there. There are other building structures with other houses and training fields and a hospital with a school near the pack house from what I can see.

We keep on walking with the three wolves in front of us and I see the crowd separating and a tall man with dark brown, almost black hair with a woman with short, light red hair which reaches her shoulders walking to us. Behind them is another man with black hair and a blonde woman.

"Your father and his mate. Behind them are my parents, your uncles." Oliver whispers and smiles encouraging me.

We stop some meters later and the wolves in front of us come and stand on our side.

The tall man, my father stops and stares at me for some seconds before he starts running to us out of the sudden.

God!

I feel my heart beating fast, my legs are shaking, my stomach is like it has butterflies in it.

"Mira!" he screams and in seconds I am pulled in his embrace and tears are falling from my eyes like rivers.

He holds me like this for minutes that seem to be like centuries. We are both crying, he is calling my name unable to believe I am here and I am crying relieved from his reaction because he wants me.

I am crying until I can't breathe anymore and I start feeling dizzy.

"Jacob calm down, let her breathe, she has fainted." One woman says and my father slowly loosens his hold and looks at me with wary.

"It's alright my love, your dad is here, take deep breaths and calm down." My father whispers and I begin doing what he said.

Cassie is crying next to me, the woman with the light red hair is also crying like Oliver's mother.

I am so done crying! All these days I don't stop! Goddess!

"I am fine now, just a bit overwhelmed." I assure him after some seconds watching the concern in everyone's eyes.

"We know my girl, I am too. I finally meet you!" my father whispers and caresses my cheek with affection.

"Let me introduce you. This is April, my second mate and Luna." He says pointing the light redhead woman.

She comes and gives me a warm hug crying emotionally and I smile touched, I like her.

"I am so happy you are here Mira, your father has been always talking about you." She whispers in my ear and caresses my back gently.

"This is my brother, your uncle Lucas and his mate, your aunt Jenny. They are Oliver's parents and my Betas. You met Harper, the grey wolf who is Oliver's mate and your younger cousins, Max and Cilia." My father tells me pointing each one of them.

My uncles hug me and my cousins and Oliver's mate howl and shake their tales happily as they are still in their wolf forms. I smile to them and I turn to Cassie.

"This is Cassie, my best friend and she was going to become the next Gamma next to me back at the Greenwood pack." I introduce her to them and Cassie bows with respect.

"Don't bow my child, you are my daughter's friend. You are already one of us." My father asks from her and pulls her is his hug gently.

"Brother the pack is waiting." My uncle reminds him and my father nods.

"Let's introduce you to the whole pack. They are all waiting for you. They want to meet their next Alpha." My father states and I look at him confused.

Moira is howling excited, he said their next Alpha... Me? An Alpha?

"Alpha?" I ask breathless.

"Yes honey, you are the Alpha's only child." April explains and I am even more confused now.

"I will tell you later baby! Now come and meet your pack!" my father interrupts us and we walk to the crowd all together.

We walk through them and go up on a small stage in front of the crowd. I am standing between my father and April. They are all talking and stare at me with enthusiasm, I am feeling dizzy and nervous.

"Everyone enough!" My uncle shouts and in a second they all stop talking and wait for my father to speak.

"As you all know all these years I have a daughter. We never met her, she was a member of the Greenwood pack, a pack which was always a friend and a partner of ours. Today my daughter is here with us. Everyone meet my daughter and your next Alpha, Mira!" he announces and they all begin cheering and howling excited.

"Mira is not alone!" he continues and they all stop immediately.

"With her is her best friend, Cassie. I want all of you to treat her with great respect and kindness. She will be an equal member and I want you all to help her as much as you can!" he states and they all howl in agreement.

I turn and look at Cassie that seems excited. We smile to each other and she comes and hugs me tightly.

We did it and...

This went amazing!

~some hours later~

"... and this is how we got here." I conclude and I can feel my father's rage reaching its peak.

I explained to him, April, my cousins, my uncles and Harper everything that happened from the moment I went to the private college. I told them about Liam and what he had been doing to me, how he had hurt me and that we left away to save our lives and our pack.

"I will kill him! How dared he touch me daughter! Tell me his name. Who is he?" he asks me trembling trying to sound calm.

"Liam Holder." I whisper sniffing and I start feeling dizzy again.

"What?" my father and uncle scream at the same time and this is the last thing I hear before I pass out...

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"Is she still sleeping?" I hear Oliver asking.

"Yes, the doctor said it is logical, she was too tired and overwhelmed." April replies.

I try to open my eyes slowly and do my best to show strength and make it quickly.

I find my father, April, Cassie and Oliver around the bed I am laying. They are all staring at me with concern. My father notices I am awake and rushes next to me. He takes my hand in his and kisses my forehead gently.

"What happened?" I whisper confused.

"You passed out honey." April explains softly.

"You scared us Mira. I lost my half life from wary." Cassie says and bursts into crying.

"How do you feel Miss Mira?" a young man with a white long robe asks me getting in the room.

He must be the doctor, he seems to be near 25 years old, he has light brown hair and brown eyes, he is not very tall with a normal weight, he is smiling warmly to me and walks next to my bed.

I must be in a room and not at hospital, the walls are white but the furniture is black with dark green and the room has a modern style.

"I am fine, just a little bit tired." I reply and he nods confused.

"We have to tell you something baby. Cassie assured us you had no idea." My father tells me softly.

"What is it?" I ask and sit up on my bed with some help from him.

My father wraps his arms around me and sits more comfortably.

He takes a deep breath and bites his lower lip making me stiffen.

"What is it?"

"You are pregnant..."

~end of flashback, present~

That's the day I met my father, my new family and pack and learned that I was going to become a mother.

At first I was crying and refusing it but after some hours I calmed down enough to finally accept it.

I never thought about abortion, these kids are a piece of me and I loved their father once.

The day I learned I was having twins my happiness got doubled and I promised I would raise my children without their 'father' and I would always protect them. I accepted to become the next Alpha and asked from my father to train me harder than anyone else.

I also learned my father's story and the reason my mother never told me about him.

My father met his mate, Angelica two months after he had slept with my mother. Angelica was kidnapped some months after my father met her. She was pregnant with their child, my younger brother. My father never managed to find her no matter where he searched for her. The only thing he knows is that she is dead because he felt the pain of the bond when she died. Everyone is considering my younger brother dead from that moment. After this the pack left to Australia.

Seven years later my father met April, his second mate. April got pregnant one year later but lost the baby after someone attacked her one day when she was for a walk in the forest and caused her permanent damage. She is very lucky she is alive because she had lost lots of blood as they told me. That's the reason they have no other child and I am my father's only child and the next Alpha of Silver Moon's pack.

April was always like a mother for me, she adores me and has been helping me a lot with my pregnancy and my babies. Ethan and Angel are her whole world with my father and me. The first months that I had been having still nightmares she was sleeping with me, she never left my side. I feel safe and calm with her and she is the person I trust the most when it comes to Angel and Ethan.

My whole pack loves me, I became their Alpha two years after I got to Australia. I made Cassie and Oliver my Betas, I know it sounds weird but it is not weird for me, I trust them a lot and I need everything to be under control. Harper is the personal guard of Ethan and Angel, she loves them like they are her own children even if she and Oliver have a two years old son, Jack.

My Gamma and Delta are Max and Cilia. They are strong and clever, Max is an excellent tracker and Cilia is one of my best fighters. My personal doctor is Axel, the man that stood by my side from the first day I came to Silver Moon Pack and the one who helped me give birth to my children and is always patient and calm with me. My uncles are still helping the pack just like my father who is always by my side.

I am the best fighter in my pack, I had special training and my teacher was of course my father. Moira is very happy with our new life and she adores our pack, she is overprotective just like me and she is proud about our progress.

Three months ago our King asked from us to come back to USA as we were too far from the kingdom and we were outnumbered for an Australian pack. I thought about it a lot and after discussing it with the whole pack we took the decision to accept and two months ago we came back to our old land.

At first I was worried about my father because his memories were not pleasant due to what happened to Angelica and my bother but he is a strong man and with our help he is better and he stopped thinking about the past so much.

I never got in contact with my previous pack and my family, it wasn't safe. I needed to be sure that Liam would stay away from my children for as long as I could keep him away. This is the first time I am going to see them again after all these years and I am extremely nervous.

I am not afraid about me, I am afraid about Liam's reaction and I am ready to face anything.

I didn't want to accept helping our King with his army's training but he has helped me so much with my pack's resettlement and he loves me so much that I couldn't say no to him.

So now you all know why I have to attend his side on this and why I am so worried about Angel and Ethan.

The only thing I can assure you about is that I am ready to face anyone and anything for my children and pack's safety and believe me I and Moira mean our every single word!

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Hello everyone!

Welcome to the 3rd chapter and I can't wait to know your opinions!

Now everything is explained... Why Liam did all those things, what happened when she left, how she found out that she was pregnant and how she became Alpha... What do you think for all these?

What is going to happen next? Liam has no idea that he is going to see Mira again and that she is not alone. Is he going to understand that Ethan and Angel are his kids? How is he going to react? Is he going to try? And what about Mira, how is she going to behave him?

If you liked this chapter and you want more please write me a comment and tell me your opinion or even share the story! 

This is for now! See you again in the next chapter or in one of my other books (there are three more for those that don't know it yet) or even this one if you want another chapter so much! Until next time have fun, be safe and smile!

Love you all,

                             Marie!