Her heart was broken and Chris was still the man who held her heart and she knew that if he showed up on her doorstep right now and begged her to let him talk and to give her some sort of explanation for his actions, that she would gladly listen to him. She would have the façade of a bad attitude, but she had given him two years of her life and they had been making plans, the kind of plans that usually scared off the unworthy and the lesser people who weren’t ready to settle down and have a real life.
Those kinds of talks and thoughts had to count for something and she knew that if she just threw away Chris that it would be a huge mistake. She needed to spend this time thinking and trying to find a way to get over the hurt and to reconcile herself to the suffering that was in her life. Th
