I will go home soon. What will I say to her once I set my eyes on her?
What the f**k should I say? What should I say to her about what occurred eight years ago?
How should I speak? f**k, I craved for her to be in my arms? If only she was the one in bed with me. How lovely that kind of feeling could be?
I met Emily in America after I left the clan in California.
We both flowed so well and then we began dating afterwards.
We call and contact each other all the time. She made my life filled with blissful moments, but I wasn’t in love with her.
There were times I deceived myself and forced myself to fall in love with her, yet I still can’t see why I couldn’t fall in love with her. I don’t know what was going on, but it wasn’t working.
Someone once told me I can’t tell my heart who to f
