Kalon (Kay-lon)
n. Beauty that is more than skin-deep
When holding such a cold metal that you've always had such a great fear of touching, the feeling is almost superior even though, deep down, there will always be a nag in the back of your head to tell you to let go. Let go of everything, all the flaws, all the pain by blasting a bullet through the air as it irritated gravity.
Holding the one thing in this world that has caused so much hurt almost felt like happiness. For a split moment, it left the memories of an aching childhood that was begging for vengeance.
In that spare moment, it felt like ruthless was calling at a broken soul just wanting others to feel the ache in the heart which was never eased.
Holding that gun, she felt numb. As soon as she lifted it up in her hand, wrapp
