When I woke up from the dream, I found myself in my room at the pack house, which made me realize that it was not a f*****g dream... {f**k, I got a mate} ... I was trying to digest this news when suddenly, the door of my room opened, and Ethan entered.
"You are joking," he said in complete horror while I was still trying to digest the happiness of finally having a mate "you can't be my mate," he said in disgust, and I flinched. "How can moon goddess be so cruel?" he said while pacing... {that's not how I imagined it to be.}
"Listen, Ethan," I tried to make him understand.
"It's alpha for you," he growled, and his eyes flicked between brown and black. His wolf is trying to take control from him.
"Sorry, alpha" I was trying to control myself, but his behavior was hurting me... {but why?}
"Pathetic," he sneered... "I, Ethan Smith, son of Alpha Aiden and Luna Olivia of the blue moon pack, reject you, Aadhya as my mate and future luna of this pack." As soon as these words left his mouth, a searing pain pierced my heart. I screamed in agony and clutched my heart hard to stop the pain. I felt like someone poured lava on my heart, I could not see anything because of tears, but I could hear Ethan's painful groans. I know I am foolish to feel like that, but despite being in so much pain, I want to go near him and soothe him. I slowly crawled from the bed while clutching my heart and went towards where Ethan was sitting on the ground.
I put my hand on his hand and instantly felt sparks traveling down my body. "Are you alright, Ethan?" it came like a whisper. He didn't say anything, but I knew that my touch eased his pain because it did surely lessen mine. After a few minutes of silence, he suddenly pushed me aside and got up from his place. As soon as his touch left mine, the pain came again, and I screamed loudly. I am guessing he is not in pain now because he looks normal. Tears welled up in my eyes because of the unbearable pain. I looked at him pleadingly and extended my hand toward him. Only his touch can ease my pain right now. He looked at my hand and then at my face. His features softened for a second, but he shook his head and clenched his fists to stop himself... {Please don't do this... Please...}
"You will not talk about this with anyone," he said in a threatening tone, then took a step towards me, "and if you will, then I promise my dear mate I will make yours and your loved ones' lives a living hell," he said with so much venom laced voice that I flinched and crawled a little further from him.
He turned towards the door but again turned and looked at me. His eyes traveled down to both my bandaged wrists, then at my foot which is also bandaged, and then at my bruised waist, which is visible because my shirt has ridden up. I quickly covered the uncovered area, and this made him angrier. "PATHETIC," he sneered and closed the door with a loud thud, and I heard his footsteps fading away.
I am still on the floor, and tears are constantly flowing from my eyes, but the pain is mild now. I cocooned myself and cried my heart out. {Why is it happening to me? I have not done anything wrong in my whole life. I have not hurt a single innocent soul in my life. No matter how much someone bullied me, I never fought with anyone, and it's not because I can't fight; it's just because I don't want to hurt anyone... why me?} ...
I was still on the floor when the door of my room opened, and Layla and matt entered the room with panicked looks. As soon as they looked at me, Layla gasped, and Matt ran toward me. He lifted me from the ground and put me on the bed. Layla was on my side in seconds and engulfed me in a hug. I put my head on her chest and cried hysterically. I don't know how much time we spent like that, but slowly my sobs turned into whimpers.
"Chubby," I looked at matt. He is sitting on the chair to my other side as my bed is not large enough for the three of us. "Tell me the name of the person who hurt you, and I promise I will make him suffer."
Even the mere thought of him is hurting me. People say that mates are the gift of the moon goddess herself, and he just rejected me like that. He rejected the moon goddess's gift without thinking twice... {am I that pathetic that the one who is destined to love me unconditionally just turned his back to me without thinking about anything?} ... suddenly I felt pain in my lower abdomen, it was mild in starting, but I can feel it increasing with each passing minute. I put my hand on my stomach and gritted my teeth to stop myself from screaming.
"What happened, addy?" Layla asked me worriedly, and Matt looked at me in panic. Tears are constantly flowing from my eyes. I tried harder to bear the pain, but at last, finally, I gave up and screamed, and both of them jumped from their places in panic. I am now screaming and thrashing in pain, and Layla is trying to get a hold of me.
"Mind link, mom," Layla screamed to matt. "She is hurting herself."
"Noooo," I stopped him with gritted teeth. He stopped and looked at me in confusion. I was about to explain more to them when a jolt of pain crossed, and I thrashed and screamed harder than ever, making Layla fall from the bed. Matt ran towards me and tried to get hold of me, but he was also unsuccessful, and then suddenly, just like the pain started, it ended abruptly. I took deep breaths while clutching my stomach. I am now covered in sweat, my breaths and heartbeats are uneven, and I feel a little dizzy.