Max
I did it again. Lost control. I am so pissed at myself right now. If I was there for another second she would be pinned against that door while I f****d her to the other side of the planet. I was close too; I grabbed her by her jaw. Almost did it. s**t!
I told myself I would be gentle with her when the time comes. I don’t want to scare her away. And I almost manhandled her. s**t! s**t!
I need to go workout or train or something. I have to take all this energy out. I don’t know how I am going to be a bodyguard and train. I will have to figure out something. Maybe I can convince Asha to go to the gym with me.
I go back and lie down in my room. I try very hard to get back to sleep without any luck. I do a hundred push-ups and sit-ups, hoping it would drain some energy. When it didn
