I'm not in the mood for this day. Willing myself out of the dream with my father left me in the darkness, which means I didn't have any good dreams that makes you happy and all warm inside which leads to you feeling so happy and joyful like Cinderella when she sings with the mice and birds when she wakes up. Let's face it my life is no fairy tale. I'm still just a bit cranky from yesterday, but I have to get over it I can't go around moping, I have to be on the top of my game. This mission isn't just a mission anymore, no way the stakes are too high now. If I mess this up by getting emotional and attached I could be risking not only embarrassment for my father of his failure of a daughter, but also my sisters’ life's. Who cares about Ethan, being able to get Ian will still count as a s