Chapter 46 Life is so unpredictable. You don't know when you die, you're not certain. Sobrang walang kasiguraduhan ng lahat. Hindi madali ang buhay. Sobrang hirap. It's suffocating. Making you suffer. Make you down. Making you unwell. Life is so unpredictable and unfair. You might think world is so cruel. Yes it is. Sometimes I'm thinking to stop everything, because this pain keeps hunting me down. These words that freaking me out every time my mind is bound to think of something I shouldn't. Yet, I'm still trying my best to live my life. Patuloy akong lumalaban sa paraang alam kong ikakapanalo ko, pero shoot*ngina, kusang ang buhay na ang sumusuko sa laban ko. Natatakot ako sa lahat. Napapagod na rin ako. Bago ko tuluyang talikuran ang lahat, kailangan ko munang tapusin ang sinimulan