just to be fair

"aki" tawag sa akin ni charles "yes?" "shian wants to talk to you" I was shocked and when I turned around, i saw him! "d-do you know why?" I asked incredulously "I don't know eh" "okay mauna na'ko, ingat ka" i smiled at him and started walking in the direction where shian was yes i need it, we need to talk calm down akira, calm down. Just relax I was close to his direction when he suddenly turned around he suddenly hugged me wait. after 5 years ngayon ko nalang ulit naramdaman ang ganitong yakap omg i missed him. my shian. (flashback) "babe, I'm leaving" i said "i will go with you" babe, if you know lang i really need to heal for you, for our relationship, and of course for myself. I'm really sorry baby. "bawal" I said as my tears started to drip. "why are you crying baby, is there something wrong?" he said with concern on his Face "nothing, always remember that i love you okay?" "yes babe, i love you more. But don't leave me okay?" I just smiled at him because I also had nothing to answer (END) "babe" he said as he cried and his whole face was full of tears. why isn't he mad at me? he must be angry because even though he told me not to leave him, I still left him. I'm okay now. sobrang okay na'ko baka pwede ko na siya ulit mahalin, buo na naman na'ko ulit baka pwede na. baka pag sinubukan ko ulit maging okay na lahat. "why aren't you mad at me?" I asked as my tears began to flow. he looked at me with sad eyes. So my tears that I had been holding back have already flowed. "I have no right to be angry with you, I have no reason either. because you just chose to put and love yourself first." damn this man i really love him!