ANAIAHS POV
I couldn’t believe the way that I had betrayed Max and, to be honest, I wished that I could blame him for this but I couldn’t. I chose to do this to myself. I had allowed myself to be weak when I was with Michael, despite knowing what he was capable of. I couldn't believe that I had f****d him yet again and that I was the one who had initiated it. I wanted to blame the mate pull but I knew that was probably a lame excuse. I knew that that was just a lie that I would be telling myself because the truth was that I did want Michael and a part of me was trying to use him to get rid of the feelings of missing Max. Of course, that wasn’t working because I would not only feel guilty after f*****g Michael, but I would also find myself missing Max even more.
The worst thing that could
