I purposely had not told Katharina I was
coming. I preferred to take care of business first, get my
interviews out of the way, and see what possibilities there were
for me in Chicago before seeing Katharina.
I spent the first day in Chicago walking
around the Loop area. The city had a population of about 1.2
million, about 40 percent of whom were immigrants—mostly German and
Irish. As I walked the downtown streets, I could sense the energy
of the city. As it was in 1893, it was still the epitome of
vitality and growth.
I visited the nine-story Marshall Field’s
Wholesale Store at the corner of Wabash and Washington Streets as
well as several other stores and shops. Then I stopped by the
Chicago Daily Tribune building at the corner of Dearborn and
Madison, hoping to see General Manager R. W. Patterson with whom I
had interviewed four years before. He was not in, so I left some
clippings of my work and my card. I wrote my hotel and room number
on it.
That evening, I had dinner at Schlogl’s
German Restaurant, 37 N. Wells Street, where Mallie and I had eaten
dinner with Wyatt Earp and Josephine Marcus. The place hadn’t
changed. Black-jacketed waiters scurried about, and the sound of
music drifted from a small stage where a string quartet played a
Mozart violin concerto.
The next morning, I began the first of three
interviews. I took copies of my reportorial work with the Denver
Sun, including my dispatches from the Far East. My first
meeting was with the editor of the Chicago Post. After that,
I interviewed with the editor of the Chicago Journal and
then met with the managing editor of the Chicago Star. They
were all ambiguous when it came to hiring me.
When I returned to my hotel later that
afternoon, I found a message from Mr. Patterson at the Daily
Tribune. He was inviting me to join him for dinner at Chapin
& Gore’s restaurant on Monroe Street that evening, if I wasn’t
busy.
Patterson was a little shorter than me and
about ten years older. His hair was parted in the middle, and he
sported a full mustache that covered his upper lip. He had a
distinguished career as a newspaperman, having served as the
Tribune’s Washington Correspondent.
“Mr. Battles,” he said standing as the
maître d’ escorted me to the table. “Nice to see you again.”
“Likewise… and thank you for making time to
see me.”
“I’m sorry I missed you the other day, but
it was probably for the best. I was able to look at the work you
left for me. Those pieces out of French Indochina are quite well
done, I must say.”
“Thank you.”
“I see you were in the Philippines. I am
sure you know that our relationship with Spain is fragile. In fact,
I think there will be a war. What do you think? What do people in
the Philippines think?”
“I wasn’t in the Philippines very long, but
I did meet Philippine nationalist Jose Rizal, who was executed by
the Spanish last year. From what I could tell, the Filipino people
are fed up with Spain and want their independence. I also learned
that Germany has some designs on the country.”
“Germany? I had no idea.”
“Yes, there were apparently some secret
plans Germany had for moving into the place once the Spanish were
expelled. I’ve actually seen some of the documents that were
smuggled out of Berlin.”
“Do you have those documents? I mean, could
they be published?”
“I don’t have them in my possession, but I
know who does. The question is will the person who has them allow
them to be translated and made public.”
“What do the people in the Philippines think
about the United States if there is actually a war with Spain?”
“I don’t think they would relish us being in
charge there anymore than their Spanish overlords.”
After dinner, Patterson and I agreed to meet
again before I left Chicago. I wasn’t sure if I would be offered a
post with the paper, but I felt more optimistic than I had with the
other papers with whom I had interviewed.
The next day, I took a hackney to Chicago’s
Lincoln Park area and found myself ringing the bell of the Messner
mansion. A severe-looking woman wearing a black and white maid’s
uniform answered the door.
“Ja?” she said, looking at me as though I
were some kind of door-to-door salesman.
I handed her my card and, in German, asked
for Katharina. The woman’s expression brightened a little when she
saw that I spoke German, and she ushered me into a front parlor
sitting room. The walls were covered with thick dark wood and
bookcases filled with books. I had just settled into one of the
room’s overstuffed chairs when I heard Katharina’s voice from
somewhere down the hallway.
“Oh my god. Is it possible?” she said as she
entered the room holding my card. “William Raglan Battles. At
last.”
I grinned, stood up, and walked toward her.
When I was about two feet away, she stopped and looked at me. Then
she rushed forward and put her arms around me.
“You left out Fitzroy,” I jibed.
“You are such a cad… Why did it take so long
for you to come to Chicago?” Then she put her hand on my mouth.
“Never mind, I know you had fatherly duties to perform in
Denver.”
We spent the rest of the evening catching
up. I met Katharina’s parents, who had been enlightened about their
daughter’s adventures in the Far East and my involvement in them.
Katharina’s father was a tall lean man approaching seventy. His
hair was gray, streaked with a few black strands, and he sported a
Vandyke beard.
Irmgard Messner was almost as tall as her
daughter was. She was a winsome woman—elegant, poised, and
confident. I could see right away from whom Katharina got her
stately bearing. She looked to be about the same age as my mother.
She had light auburn hair worn in a chignon with a bun at the nape
of the neck. Her cornflower blue eyes were wide set and flashed
when she laughed.
Both spoke English with thick German
accents, and of course, during dinner that evening, Katharina
insisted that I demonstrate my proficiency with the language, which
was minimal. I struggled through the evening, falling back on
English when German words failed me. My bad German grammar probably
hurt my hosts’ ears, and I apologized for that.
“That is quite all right, Mr. Battles,” Mrs.
Messner said. “German is a difficult language to master, and I dare
say not many Germans have done it. Did you say your mother is
German?”
“Second generation… Her parents were from
Germany, but she was born in eastern Illinois.”
“What was her family name?”
“Kluge… Hannelore Kluge.”
“Oh, I love that name… Hannelore. I almost
gave Katharina that name.”
“Now that would have been a
propitious coincidence,” Katharina said.
The four of us talked for another hour, and
then Katharina walked me to the door.
“Tomorrow?” she asked.
“How about a grand tour of Chicago?”
“Absolutely. I will come to your hotel about
ten o’clock. In the meantime, take this with you.” She pulled me
close and kissed me full on the mouth. It was a long lingering kiss
that I hadn’t experienced since Katharina and I said good-bye in
Saigon.
For the next several days, Katharina and I
toured just about every area of Chicago, even going as far as
Milwaukee on the train and then taking a Lake Michigan boat back to
Chicago. It was during one of these trips that Katharina and I
became intimate. In those days, a lady didn’t visit the hotel room
of a man unless she was his wife. So Katharina arranged for us to
spend an afternoon and evening at the Lincoln Park home of a female
friend who was out of town for the next few weeks.
I will not go into the details of that
long-awaited physical merger, but suffice it to say it was for us
both an exhausting but satisfying several hours of pure pleasure,
punctuated by a breather for a bottle or two of wine and a little
dinner. Making love to Katharina was intoxicating, and it awoke
sensations and emotions in me that I hadn’t felt in years.
Katharina confided that she experienced the same passionate
sensations as I did. Most important, after that delightful
afternoon was the tacit confirmation that we were definitely
destined to be together one way or another.
It had been almost four years since my
Mallie had passed away, but I still felt guilty feeling the way I
did about Katharina. In some way, I believed I was being
unfaithful. Of course, I wasn’t—unless it was to Mallie’s memory.
My mother might have put it best after I told her of the struggle I
was having reconciling my memories of Mallie and the love I was
beginning to feel for Katharina.
As she often did, she reverted to the German
she learned while growing up, “Liebe und Verstand gehen selten Hand
in Hand,” she said. Loosely translated, it meant that love and
reason seldom go together.
“You are thinking too much about the past
and not enough about the future,” she continued. “You have your
whole life ahead of you and so does Anna Marie. That is where your
focus belongs.”
She was right, of course. She usually was.
But try as I might to think about the future, guilt still nagged at
me.
When Katharina and I weren’t touring or
spending time at our secret abode, we spent our time at the Messner
home where I got to know her mother and father better. In fact, my
relationship with Katharina’s parents had blossomed nicely, and I
felt a definite kinship with them both. I am sure they also
detected that the relationship between Katharina and me had moved
into a much more intimate stage.
On a couple of occasions, the four of us
went to the Germania Club housed in a substantial
Romanesque/Neoclassical building at the corner of Clark Street and
Grant near Lincoln Park. Across the street was Zum Roten Stern, one
of the city’s best German restaurants. The menu included dishes
such as apple pancakes, Hoppel-Poppel (scrambled eggs,
frankfurters, mushrooms, and onions), Hasenpfeffer (rabbit stew),
Konigsberger Klops (German meatballs), and Wiener Schnitzel a la
Holstein (breaded veal served with a sunny-side up egg and
anchovies).
The Germania Club’s members were prominent
Germans and a good number of Chicago’s political and business
elites. Katharina’s father was one of the club’s most renowned
members. In fact, he had taken Katharina’s husband there on several
occasions to meet with prominent German American businessmen and
discuss German plans for colonial expansion.
Not once during my visit did we ever discuss
the tragic details of Baron von Schreiber’s death and Katharina’s
part in it. It was a verboten topic in the Messner household,
Katharina said. However, sitting in the large living room where the
baron died, I found myself visualizing how it played out. I could
almost see Manfred lying half-unconscious on the floor with the
baron standing over him, holding a fireplace poker. Then I could
envisage Katharina shooting the baron and his lifeless body lying
on the floor with blood oozing from three bullet holes. Once,
Katharina seemed to sense that I was recreating the altercation in
my mind. We were alone in the room, and she stood up from her chair
and walked to a spot in the room.
“I was here,” she said. “My husband was over
there, and Manfred was lying at his feet near where you are
sitting. After I shot him, my husband collapsed right here.” She
walked to a spot on the floor and stood there for a moment. I felt
a bit embarrassed. Was I so obvious?
“You don’t need to reenact the event,” I
said uneasily.
“I’m not, but I can tell it is weighing on
your mind. You needn’t look for any bloodstains either. The
carpeting was replaced. And that’s too bad. It was a lovely
Oriental carpet.”
“Sorry. I didn’t think I was that
transparent.”
“Don’t be silly, William. Now you know, and
you won’t have to imagine how it all unfolded each time you come in
here.”
She walked over to me, took my hand, and
pulled me up from my chair. Then she put her arms around me and
said softly, “It does haunt me sometimes, and I find myself
regretting what happened. But then I think if it hadn’t happened, I
would still be in a malicious, heartless marriage, I would not have
taken that ship to Asia, and I never would have met you.”