Elliot I stare at my reflection as I have an internal battle with myself on whether I should share this news or not with Devin. If I don’t share, I can avoid Devin for the rest of my life. If I do share, he will maybe be involved in my life. If I don’t share and he finds out, he may hate me. Or worse, I do share and he rejects me and our child. A cold shiver runs down my body at that thought. And I’m not so sure if I want to find out if that last possibility could come true. I guess I don’t have to decide right this moment, I have nine months to figure this out, right? Right? A fresh stream of tears started running down my face. I turn and slide down to the ground with my back pressed up against the vanity cabinet as uncontrollable sobs shake my body. Eventually I lay down on the flo