Devin
I wanted to make it up to her, but I didn’t know how. I wanted to be a better man, but I didn’t know how. But most of all, I wanted her by my side. Damn mate bond has screwed me up. I needed to clear my head, so I packed a bag and headed down to our cottage on the pack territory. Aiden said he wasn’t going to be home, so I knew I would be alone.
I got in trouble last time I drank, so I’m going to do it, also, alone today. I grab a bottle of wine as I enter the cottage. I go and sit down on the couch. I put the bottle up to my lips, not even bothering with a glass, and I started drinking. I fully intend to chug this down so I could clear my head. Once my head was clear, I could try to figure out my next steps.
Which for me was sleep. Hopefully, this is what I need to start
