(Heather)
I slammed my phone down before letting out a sigh, my heart aching from the fact that my son was ignoring every single one of my calls.
Am I really that bad of a mother? I just wanted the best for him...and Johnnie..how could she get married behind my back?
I don't know why I felt this resentment towards her..when I got pregnant by Neal, it was a shock..After conceiving Ben with Dave, I made sure to go on birth control and take plan B whenever possible if I had a bad feeling..
I debated not keeping her..that the mere thought of carrying another man's child repulsed me. But then I saw the look on Neal's face when he found the test in the trash..I saw how excited he was and that was when the guilt began.
All Johnnie brought me was guilt..guilt for not loving my husband..gui
