(Caspian)
I hopped out of the pool before glancing up at Johnnie's window, the sight of her light being turned off made my stomach ache before letting out a sigh.
Fuck..today has been one of the worst days I have had in a long time. I just can't get the image of her flirting with someone else out of my head...I know it's hypocritical..I know I'm a huge ass for all the s**t I have done to her..I just pray to God I can fix this somehow.
I honestly just don't even know where to start.
Maybe I should go up there and confess everything..tell her I have been a complete asshole and all the things I said weren't true..that I wanted so badly to hate her but now I just want to say f**k it and do something for myself for once.
Would Johnnie understand? Or have I gone too far..
I walked over
