***Trigger Warning For Thoughts of Self-Harm***
(Johnnie)
I blinked down at Caspian just as he pulled away. The mere fact that I have been kissed by him twice today makes my head spin..
"I know I've f****d up..I..I've been a royal ass, Johnnie..just let me p...prove myself." He slurred, making me let out a long sigh before reaching down.
"Okay, come on..you are going to bed.." I stated, not taking what he said seriously for now..because let's be real..he might not even remember any of it tomorrow when he sobers up.
"Can..can you play me one more song? Please..it's been so long..."
I froze in place, feeling that anxiety creep up as I glanced toward the piano again.
"How about if you listen and do exactly what I say..then I will tomorrow." I tried to bargain..hoping to God that he
