(Ben)
I let out a deep breath, my eyes closing briefly as I tried to keep it all together.
I feel like I have f****d up..I have been putting my own s**t ahead of Robin and now..I don't even know where we stand.
After Florida, I just started pulling away..I felt like I didn't even know who I was anymore. I began to think I wasn't ready to get married..but with every day that passed, I missed Robin more and more..and even with my dad literally coming back from the dead I still felt something missing..
I know it's her..
But what if she doesn't want me anymore? What if I f****d this up?
I gathered all of my courage and got out of the car. We decided to meet at a Cafe just down the road. I guess her mom had a few friends over or something and my dad was back at the house so I didn't wan
