Loving Bad

Chapter 5

Zane's POV

Seeing Kate for the first time was like seeing a ray of sunshine in the darkness that is my life, the smile on her face could fade all my worries away and make me want to keep on fighting, her emerald eyes were so captivating that I got lost looking in them

(flashback)

You know nothing about me, okay, and you have no right to tell me what I can and can't do," I yelled

You just have to listen to what I'm trying to say  Zane, you can't continue this way , you are hardly in class and when you are there you are always late

Is your future that's matters now, so on that note you are been suspended from art class and also from painting on school premises still your grade get back on track

Mr. Will the counselor said

This is total crap! you can't stop me from painting ,"I said storming out of the counselor's office and there she was so captivating with a smile on her face, that her smile did something to me there and then

From that moment on,I knew that girl in there would be the death of me

Even when she said hello to me in class, I didn't ignore her........"OK maybe I did, but she had such an effect on me that hearing her speak were doing things to me that I could not imagine happening in a thousand years

I knew I had to keep her away from me, away from all my demons and the misery that is my life, I'm  all darkness and she is a beautiful light that should shine bright, I don't want to destroy her like I do everything I touch

But as much as I tried,I just couldn't stay away from her.

(flashback ends)

Relax princess, I come in peace," I said rising my hands in defense

 I just want to show you something, "I asked her

What do you want to show me Emma and Cali are waiting for me at the cafeteria," she said pouting

She looks so cute when she is trying to be mad," I smiled to myself

Just come with me and you would find out," I winked at her

5 minutes nothing more," I promised

I quickly took her hand in mine before she could have the time to protest while ignoring every spark I felt within me

I took her to my favorite place, I knew she would like it because the view matches her personality in every way and also to be alone with her without anybody watching

I have been a jerk lately to her, so I'm  hoping this would make up for it all

This so beautiful and peaceful," Kate said still looking stunned, never knew this place existed here

Yeah, it does, I always come here to be alone and also to paint anytime I'm feeling blocked this place helps,'' i said softly

It's beautiful Zane, but why did you bring me here," she asked looking around nervously

I was just hoping to make up for being a jerk to you since the first day we meet and was hoping we could call a truce," I said smirking 

Kate was obviously shocked by my change in attitude as she looked at me confused 

Yeah, "sure we can be friends and tolerate each other she said smiling and her eyes were twinkling as the sun rays hit them

Do you know your eyes are beautiful, just a look into them captures one soul forever, "I said closing the gap between us as my eyes wandered from her eyes down to her parted lips

I really wanted to kiss her so badly, to know how those beautiful lips tasted and to feel every bit of her God, she had me so damn hooked

I couldn't control myself anymore," I smashed my lips to hers, she tasted just like strawberry and cream

She didn't kiss back at first, so I moved closer to deepen the kiss urging her to kiss me back, to feel what I felt, which she did and our lips moved in perfect harmony and the burst of feelings that erupted within me was magical

All of a sudden I pulled away as the feeling of guilt took over my being........I didn't know why I kissed her, I shouldn't have 

Damn!!!"i cured under my breath

she is so perfect and innocent, I would ruin her like I do the rest

I'm so sorry, I shouldn't have done that it was a mistake please don't take it the wrong way," I pleaded

We just became friends again and I don't want to ruin it

You can't be serious Zane, you call this a mistake you don't have the right to call this a mistake

You know what," I thought for once we could be friends or even something more, but I was wrong so just stay away from me, " Kate yelled as tears rolled down her eyes

Kate just listen to me....... but all of a sudden I heard Christian shouting our names from afar

Christian had sure bad timing if you ask me

I have been looking all around for you two, lunch is almost over and you two were nowhere to be found," he continued swaying from side to side

So why are you two here alone anyways," he asked looking at both of us

Ask your friend about it," I heard Kate say

I saw a hint of both disappointment and anger in her eyes, as she tried to hold back the tears from falling but was failing miserably at it

What I saw in her eyes, broke me to my very core, I hated seeing those emotions in her eyes, and to think I was the cause of that pain in those beautiful eyes of hers killed me even more

I wanted to reach out and try to comfort her, to tell her everything I said was a lie, to feel her in my arms even if she hates me forever, all I wanted to do was to take those pain away

But I just can't, God knows I just can't

I tend to destroy every good thing in my life, so I don't want her to be ensnared in this disaster called my life

If having her hate me would keep her away and safe, then so be it 

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