"Black card? So not nice to see you Christian." Yoongi faked a smile.
"I'm happy to see you too." Christian smirked.
"Why are you here?"
"He had a dream about that asshole. It's the second time already."
"Jungkook?"
The younger nodded.
"And I have to be here cuz it's Monday and he's gonna meet him so.."
"I was planning to stick with him today anyways." Yoongi mumbled.
"I protect him more than you do." Christian said. "And I still can't believe you actually let him go last Friday. You knew that guy was an asshole and you knew what he was intending to do."
"What I knew is that Jimin liked him and Jungkook didn't seem to be such a dickhead. Jimin knew what they were going to do.."
"Still you shouldn't have let him!" Christian shouted. "Do you know how much he hurt him? It still f*****g hurts down here!"
Yoongi gulped.
"I know I shouldn't have let him but he looked so happy! How can I ruin this?"
"Sure he was soo happy after." The blond haired male rolled his eyes.
"Okay! I get it! I am the worst friend! Just say it! And you are his protector or whatever the f**k you are! Now, I'll get the hell outta here. Ciao!"
Yoongi slammed the loft's door and got on his car heading to the faculty.
He wanted to punch Jungkook in the face when he saw him laughing with his friends like he never did something wrong.
He didn't call Jimin after that horrible night and didn't seem tk care about him.
The blue haired male spent the whole weekend babysitting him. He was struggling with his sudden change of personalities. One hour, the younger would want hot chocolate and pills to relieve his muscle ache and the next one he would call him daddy and would want to cuddle and watch cartoons.
The older didn't even have time to study or arrange his songs, he only took care of Jimin and made sure he didn't need anything.
"Yo! Mr.Blue!" Jungkook approached him with a smirk on his face.
"Don't call me like this." Yoongi mumbled coldly.
"I can call you whatever I want and I can't even remember your name." The younger chuckled. "But I don't care about you. Where is Jimin?"
Yoongi stared at him with a disgusted face. "How dare you ask about him?"
Jungkook furrowed his eyebrows. "What's with this tone suddenly?"
"Don't ask about him after what you did."
The younger rubbed his chin, not understanding the meaning of Yoongi's word.
"I only remember giving him the orgasm of his life." He chuckled.
"Asshole." Yoongi mumbled. He was about to punch him when a hand stopped him right on time.
"Easy boy." Christian smirked.
"Oh Jimin, I was looking for you babe." Jungkook wanted to touch his face but Christian slapped his hand. "What do you think you're touching?" He asked coldly.
"Playing hard to get?" The younger chuckled. "I like it." He bit his lip. "But I already touched everything that night." He added, making both Christian and Yoongi's blood boil inside their bodies.
"Do you even remember what you did?" Christian mumbled between his teeth.
"Yeah! And don't blame me for being tough cuz that ass of yours turned me on real good." Jungkook laughed.
Christian clenched his fists and whispered to Yoongi, "I shouldn't have stopped you from punching him."
"But let's be honest, I'm sure I'm the first guy to f**k you good like this, right?" Jungkook smirked.
This time, he couldn't hold it anymore. The blond haired pinned him against his own locker and put his knee between the younger's leg making him moan with a savage smirk on his face. "I'm warning you, if you ever touch me again or let something out of that dirty mouth of yours imma make you regret the day of your birth, okay?" Christian stared right into his eyes making sure he understood the message.
"Alright, alright!" Jungkook laughed. "I really like this side of you. You're usually boring to be honest."
Christian wanted to slap him but Yoongi was the one to stop him this time. "Let's go Chri-Jimin." He grabbed his arm and leaded them outside the music faculty.
"One day, I'll make sure to murder that jerk." Christian mumbled right when they got on Yoongi's car.
"Yeah if I don't do it before you." The blue haired male chuckled.
"Anyways, let Jimin out. He can't keep skipping his classes. He passed this semester but don't ruin this one."
"You just say that cuz you don't like me." Christian rolled his eyes.
"You ain't wrong."
"I think I'll murder you both."
The younger rubbed his chin.
"Starting from you cuz you're too annoying." He said, poiting at Yoongi.
"But don't blame me if Jimin keeps crying about me." Yoongi smirked.
"I think he'll cry more for Jungkook than you." The younger chuckled. "I don't know what he likes about him."
"No idea. But I'll make him change his mind."
"Ow." Christian raised an eyebrow. "How are you going to do it? I'm curious."
"None of your business."
"Aw come on, just imagine I'm Jimin and show me how you're gonna do it."
Yoongi turned to look at him and faked a smile. "I'm not stupid like you, you know."
"Okay, it's time to murder you!" Christian pretended to choke Yoongi with his hands.
"Yaa! I'm driving you i***t!" Yoongi shouted. "I think you'll really end up killing me!"
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"Oh I want some coffee too hyung!"
Yoongi turned and Jimin immediately pulled the white card to show him.
"Ah, Jimin." Yoongi sighed. "How much sugar?"
"Two." The younger answered before sitting on the table. "s**t, I skipped classes again."
"Christian annoyed me during the whole day." Yoongi said.
"That bastard doesn't know the right time to appear." Jimin rolled his eyes. "Thanks god I won't skip my dance class now."
"Want me to drive you to the academy?" The older asked.
Jimin shook his head. "Hobi sent me a text, he'll come to pick me up."
Yoongi frowned. "Okay then."
Jimin quickly drank his coffee, he took his bag and keys. "See ya hyung."
"See ya."
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"Anything wrong Jimin? You're making a lot of mistakes today." The instructor asked with a worried tone.
"I-I'm okay sir, I'm just a little bit tired." Jimin said, wiping the sweat on his forehead and face.
"You must rest Jimin. The competition is coming soon, you need all your energy."
"Yes, coach."
"Anyways, let's stop here for today." The instructor left and all the dancers left behind him to go to the dressing room.
"Jiminie, are you injured somewhere? I saw you limping." Hoseok kneeled in front of him.
"J-just a scratch on my thigh, it kinda hurts." The younger lied.
"Oh, do you need medicine or something?"
"No, I'm okay hyung, thank you." Jimin smiled. "You can go, I'll stay here for a moment."
"But I need to ride you back home."
"It's okay, I'll take the bus."
"But it's freezing outside!"
"Please hyung, I'll be okay." The younger said with a tired tone.
"Okay.."
Jimin kept staring at himself through the mirror. He looked so tired and pale. He hadn't slept well the last three days. He kept dreaming about someone abusing his body and fire burning around him. It hurt him a lot, physically and mentally but he preferred to keep it for himself. He didn't want to worry his best friend.
He took off his shirt and stared at his neck.
"You know what a hickey means Jiminie? People usually leave them to mark you as theirs. Like they're saying 'You are mine'"
He remembered Yoongi's words and frowned when he saw the empty spot on his neck. Jungkook didn't leave a hickey. He didn't mark him. He wasn't his.
He gulped and felt like crying, then he remembered how bad he was to him and cleared his throat.
He went to take a shower and ran to catch the last bus.
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Yoongi just came back from the radio station. It was 11pm.
He took a shower and ate a small sandwich.
The loft was calm so he assumed Jimin must be sleeping.
After watching a football match recap, he turned off the TV and headed to his room.
He stopped walking when he heard some noises coming from the younger's room.
He slowly opened the door and saw Jimin crying on his bed. He was all covered with his bedsheets and his hair was messy.
He was sobbing and gasping for air.
Yoongi widened his eyes and ran to the kitchen to full a glass of water and ran back to the room.
"Jimin! Jimin! Drink this!" He helped him drink until his breathing went back to normal.
"H-hey what's wrong?" Yoongi asked while wiping the younger's sweat on his face and neck. "Another nightmare?"
Jimin nodded.
"Don't cry..it's okay..everything's okay." The older caressed his back.
Jimin hugged him and kept silently crying behind his back.
"I-it hurts hyung."
Yoongi's heart shed into pieces at Jimin's sad tone.
"I-I can't stop remembering that night.."
"That asshole." Yoongi mumbled.
He internally cursed Christian for stopping him from punching Jungkook earlier.
"I don't know what to tell you Jimin-ah.." Yoongi sighed. "I'm not good at comforting people."
"J-just hold me tight hyung." Jimin whispered.
The older gulped. He hated himself for falling for those worlds. He knew Jimin was sad and tired but him saying such things made his heart flutter.
"Can you help me forget?"
"How? Just say anything and I'll help you."
The younger knelt on the bed, facing Yoongi, tears still falling from his eyes.
"Everytime I look at my body I see him touching me and t-thrusting harder ignoring my protests." He gasped. "I-I don't like him being the last one to t-touch me."
Yoongi bit his lip so hard he felt like he just cut it. He tried so hard not to cry in front of the younger.
"What can I do for you Jimin-ah?" He asked with a warm voice.
The blond haired stared at him shyly. "I-I want you to be the last one."
Yoongi choked on his own saliva. "Oh please Jimin not this." He widened his eyes.
"Please hyung! I need to forget.."
"But not this way Jimin! Last time we did it because you..god damn I don't why we did it but.."
"Hyung." Jimin whispered. "Please. I am the one who's asking you."
"Jimin. I told you last time, you can't give your body to ju-"
"You're not just anyone hyung!" The younger shouted. "You're the closest person to me! And I trust you!"
Yoongi shook his head and covered his eyes. He didn't want to see Jimin's face. He knew he won't resist him.
He sighed and got up to head to his bedroom but Jimin's hand stopped him. The blond back hugged him and rested his head on his shoulder. "Help me." He whispered, sending shivers through Yoongi's body.
"P-please Jimin don't.."
The younger layed on his bed and leaded the older above him, without letting go of his hand.
Yoongi almost lost it, looking at Jimin's beauty right in front of his eyes. As close as ever.
His cheeks were red, his eyes were still watering and his lips were swollen.
He was having a hard time to breath, Jimin looked like an angel.
He couldn't take it anymore and leaned to plant a small kiss on his lips.
Jimin closed his eyes and put his hands behind Yoongi's neck, deepening the kiss.
He bit his lower lip when the older moved to his neck, leaving butterfly and sweet kisses on it. He moaned because Yoongi's soft lips were caressing him like feather.
He helped him take off his pants and took off his too.
Shorts breaths and soft moans could be heard inside the room.
Yoongi didn't stop looking at Jimin's eyes during all their intimate moment.
He was gentle, very gentle. Afraid he would hurt him. Afraid he would be like Jungkook, but he was doing very well because the younger was moaning with pleasure, savouring each moment he thrusted inside him.
"Ahh hyung!" Jimin was scratching Yoongi's bed without feeling it. He was submerged with a thousand emotions.
It's different. Not like with Jungkook.
He is gentle with me.
"D-don't stop yourself, l-let me hear you." Yoongi whispered with a breathless voice.
"Ahh!"
He doesn't ask me to shut up.
"Damn..your voice..is beautiful."
He whispers nice words to me.
It was 2am, they were both laying on the bed, naked, sweaty, breathless and happy.
Jimin thought the older would go to his room but he put his arm around his waist and whispered him good night.
Not like Jungkook.
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"Morning." Yoongi smiled.
"Morning hyung." Jimin shyly rubbed the back of his neck. "He just got out of shower and wanted to eat breakfast.
"No way!" He widened his eyes when he saw a giant box of donuts and two coffees on the table. "DUNKIN DONUTS!" he ran to open the box and found a dozen of donuts of all types, chocolate, vanilla, strawberry.."HYUNG YOU'RE THE BEST!"
Yoongi chuckled and ruffled his hair. "Sit first and eat."
"Mmm so good!" Jimin moaned after tasting the first donut.
Yoongi just stared at him, smiling like an i***t. He was too happy to be able to make him like that.
"Say..are you okay?" He asked.
"Of course hyung, why?"
"I mean..doesn't it hurt?"
Jimin smiled. "Hyung, you were so gentle with me yesterday, how can it hurt?"
Yoongi sighed with relief and took a sip of his latte.
"I heard that the students from the music planned to go to the amusement park today, you're not going with them?"
Yoongi shook his head.
"Why?"
Because I want to stay with you.
"I don't like amusement parks plus we have a day off so I better spend it in bed."
"Oh..and I thought about asking you to go out." Jimin pouted.
The blue haired looked at him. "Oh, where?"
"I don't know..going for a walk..having dinner and-"
"Okay let's go." Yoongi haven't waisted any second to go grab his jacket and keys.
"But you said you didn't want to g-"
"Get your ass here."
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"Woah! The weather is great! The sun is smiling to us!"
"The hell?" Yoongi laughed.
They stopped at Han River to have a walk there before going to eat.
Jimin started taking pictures of the landscapes and would stick to his hyung to take selfies.
"Oh, ice-cream!" He ran to the truck pulling the older with him.
"Which flavors for you gentlemen?" The old lady asked.
"Strawberry." Jimin said.
"Raspberry."
The younger raised an eyebrow. "You always take mint chocolate."
"I don't mind any changes." The older smirked.
They walked along the river, inhaling the fresh air.
They ate their ice-creams and smiled while talking about random things.
They rented two bikes and drove between the trees and flowers, like they always did during their free days.
"I'm hungryy!" Jimin shouted.
"Yeah, same. Let's go to look for some restaurant."
"Yeyy! Let's goo!" The younger jumped on Yoongi's back.
"Yaaa! Get off me!"
People would smile staring at the two friends, some girls though they looked cute and some guys felt jealous.
(Imagine they are Jimin and Yoongi)
(Imagine they are Jimin and Yoongi)
They finally stopped at PizzaHut.
"Welcome! What would you like?" A young waitress came to take their order.
"A supreme for me."
"Double pepperoni for me." Yoongi said, only looking at his friend.
"You look good together, are you dating?" The girl asked.
"Haha!" They both nervously laughed. "Naa we're fr-"
"We offer a free dessert for couples." She cut them off with a smile.
"Yeah, he's my boyfriend!" Yoongi said, earning a kick on the leg from the younger. "Aoutch!"
The waitress left and Jimin sent a death glare to the older.
"Whaat? Free dessert!" Yoongi defended himself.
"Pfft." Jimin rolled his eyes and chuckled.
"Here are your pizzas!" The waitress came back with their pizzas and sodas.
"To have the free dessert you must take a picture together." She said.
Both smiled awkwadly posing for the camera.
"Do a cute couple pose please."
Jimin smirked and kissed Yoongi on the cheek making him blush.
"Here!" She took the polaroid and gave it to them. "For you!" She smiled. "Hope you stay always together." She said before leaving.
They smiled looking at the picture.
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"Waa it's so nice spending a full day without Chimchim and Christian!" Yoongi jumped on the couch.
Jimin laughed. "Are they that annoying?"
"You can't imagine how much."
"I know how rude and bitchy Christian can be."
"Oh yeah I always wanted to ask you, how did you know Christian?" Yoongi asked. "You can communicate or something? Do you have some kind of connection?"
The blond haired male chuckled. "Kinda. It's complicated but we can somehow feel each other's presence. But I knew him through my doctor years ago. He used to appear in front of him so he told me how he was like, what was his name etc.."
"I see.." Yoongi rubbed his neck. "So this started a long time ago and it stopped..but when?"
"It stopped in the first time during middle school when I knew a boy."
Oh.
"We were in the same class. Everyone moved away for me because they thought I was weird and he was the only one who got closer to me. He was my best friend." He smiled. "We would spent all the time together. He would come to my house because my aunt was always absent. She didn't care. His dad would always take us to the amusement park or to the movies. He treated me like his son."
"And..why did you lose contact with that boy?" Yoongi asked.
"He went to France because of his dad's business. He asked me to go with them but I couldn't because we were still young."
"So you don't know anything about him now?"
"Nop. But anyways that's how Christian stopped appearing before."
"Because your friend was there for you."
Jimin nodded. "He appeared right after my friend left Korea because I was feeling very lonely and my aunt was treating me like trash."
"And it stopped after.."
"Yeah it stopped when I met you hyung." The younger smiled. "Remember at high school? We always met at the nursery. You were faking illness while I was struggling with my horrible headaches."
Both started laughing.
"That's how we became friends. We would meet everyday there. I remember how you were so rude to me before." Jimin rolled his eyes.
"I'm rude toward everyone."
"That's my question actually...I saw how you were rude to everyone..even your closest classmates..but why do you act so nicely toward me?"
Because I love you.
"Cuz hearing your cries is too annoying. I'm trying to avoid this." The blue haired male lied.
"Pfft."
"I'll keep this." Yoongi mumbled to himself staring at the polaroid.
"Hyung." Jimin said while they were watching a movie on TV.
"Mm?"
"You said you slept with a lot of guys before.." Jimin started.
"Mm."
"So judging from your past experiences..do you think I..do you think I'm good..you know..in bed..?" He blushed.
You are perfect.
"Mm yeah..not bad..you were good." Yoongi nodded. "But why?"
"I just wanna know...just for my future experiences."
Yoongi frowned. He couldn't imagine someone else touching Jimin and holding him. Hell no.
"Hyung?"
"Oh, y-yeah..j-just don't let anyone abuse you..like that asshole."
"Don't worry hyung." Jimin chuckled. "I already got my lesson."
After a long moment of silence, Yoongi sighed and turned to look at Jimin.
"I'm sorry." He said.
Jimin widened his eyes. He never heard the older apologizing to him or not anyone before.
"W-why? You didn't do anything."
"I just..I shouldn't have let you go to him..I knew he was a fuckboy and I let you go..I'm sorry."
The younger felt his chest tighten. He felt bad seeing him apologizing even though he hadn't done anything wrong.
He rested his head on his shoulder and sighed. "Nothing is your fault hyung. It's all mine, I shouldn't have trusted anyone."
"I'm sorry." Yoongi whispered for the last time before falling asleep, his read resting on Jimin's.
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One week after, something was happening at college.
"Hey hyung, what's wrong? Everyone is running and talking about some celebrity or I don't know.."
"I heard that a kind of young model for a popular foreign magazine will start to study in our university. At the Arts School."
"Oh, I see." Jimin said. "Is he there?" He asked pointing at were a big crowd was.
"Yeah."
"Let's go see hyung!" He grabbed his arm and ran to the crowd.
He kept looking until he spotted a very handsome silver haired guy standing in the middle, smiling beautifully to people.
The thing is that his face was quite familiar.
That mole on his cheek, those long lashes, those pink lips, that box smile..oh.
He widened his eyes when he saw him closer.
"What? Don't tell me you're a fan too and you fantasize about him.." Yoongi rolled his eyes but Jimin didn't hear him.
"KIM TAEHYUNG!" He shouted, earning the attention from everyone and especially the tall model who also widened his eyes and almost tripped.
"PARK JIMIN!!!!" He screamed.
Yoongi, who understood what was happening bit the inside of his cheek and mumbled, "Holy shit."