REJECTED

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MARILYN'S POV I sighed deeply and turned on the bed to hold him in my arms and grip him like he was my only source of life but met the empty bed instead. I frowned and opened my eyes to see that his side of the bed where he previously was was empty. Shit, I sighed and took a deep breath. What a fool I am. He must have already left. Jeez what the hell am I thinking? I..... I..... I shook my head and sat up on the bed wrapping the duvet around my still naked self. I bit my lip and folded my arms. Well, it happened again. It really did. And..... I wanted it to... I desperately did. I chuckled softly. I am so stupid. Jeez. I mean.... He didn't seduce me this time... I did... I seduced him. So what excuse do i have now? I am so insane... Crap... I am so addicted, I.... Fuck I wanted him again.... I slapped my face continuously. "Marilyn. Marilyn. Get a grip of yourself." I muttered and brushed my hair away from my face. I am crazy... I wish i never met him.. He is the worst..I just...i have to avoid him. I don't care what mom says I don't care what Steve says I don't give a damn about what anyone says. I just have to avoid him to stop this. It's so not right... It's already getting really out of hand and....and..... I think I am in love with him... Jeez... aaargh!!!! My stepfather for christ sake!!!! A knock came on the door jolting me from my thoughts and I blinked. "Who's there?" "Uhh.... it's me. Fredrick." My heart raced the moment he said that and I gulped. What the.... I sighed and took deep breaths to cool off. I need to learn to start acting casual around him. I got up from the bed and tightened the duvet around me. I walked to the door and gripped the knob pausing.... "Marilyn. Are you there?" He called after a long while and I gritted my teeth. Dang it.... My body was vibrating.. Not with fear... But with lust!!!! Just bearing the thought that he is at my door was doing things to my system. I left the door knob and leaned against it bitting my lips to gain control over my body.. "Marilyn..." He called again but I didn't respond. " I don't need anything, I just....I just came to return your Bible." He said and I blinked. Yeah. Oh great. I forgot my Bible with him last night when I almost fell for the seduction I finally fell for this afternoon... I sighed and took a deep breath. "Sorry. I am coming." I muttered and turned back to the door. Damn..my n*****s felt so hard like they were about to burst.... I slowly opened the door halfway to see him standing before it shirtless... What the....!!!! I swallowed and immediately shut the door.. "Uhh... Marilyn?" He called and I gritted my teeth. Is he crazy? Why did he have to come bare chested? That is a perfect seduction if you ask me. "Do you know what? Just drop the Bible at the foot of the door. I will pick it up when you are gone." I said immediately and heard him chuckle. What's funny about this? "Okay. As you wish my lady." He said and I heard the dropping sound of the book against the floor. Next came the padding of his feet as he disappeared. Pheew. I listened attentively till I was sure he gone and sighed. I then opened the door silently and peeked out to see the empty space. I picked up the Bible and moved back in. Pheew. I took a deep breath and dropped the Bible on the bed glancing at it. I wanted to use this as a help and guidance. But.... It didn't help... What the hell is wrong with me? Even the Bible couldn't help me. I am way beyond help. I scoffed. 'You are a piece of addicted prick. ' I heard my mind say and shook my head. Yeah. It's right. That's what I am. I am really getting so addicted that I can't even stop thinking for once about him. Why??!!! Aaaargh??!!! Another knock came again on my door and I jerked. What the... Shit. .what does he want from me???!! "Who's there?" "It's me Frederick." GODDAMN IT!!! Is he doing his on purpose? I swallowed and mustered all the courage within me to face him. I walked up to the door and swung it open with so much force that the duvet I had around me loosened and fell to the floor as I stood before him..... SHIT!!!!?? I immediately picked it up and covered myself... "Sorry. That uhh...was a mistake..." I said chuckling nervously. I observed him blinking uncontrollably and clear his throat. "Uhh..no worries..it's fine. Just wanted to tell you that uhmm....uhh... your mom and Steve aren't around and uhmm...I will be going out...." He said and immediately turned away walking briskly. I watched him leave and bit my lip. I couldn't stop myself. "Dad...". I didn't know when I called and he stopped immediately. " What?" He asked without looking back at me. I swallowed and walked out of the room towards him still holding the duvet around me. I got to him and held his hand from behind. "You said mom isn't around right?" I asked and he nodded still not looking at me. " I uhh....I was thinking...I can't stay alone at home. I need your company...." " What the hell are you doing Marilyn?" He suddenly asked and turned to me glaring at me. I gulped down hard and bit my lip. "I am sorry. I just...." "I don't want this to repeat itself again. I am trying my best not to repeat this. Why aren't you helping? This thing? This thing between us, it's over. Get that into your head. I am not doing this again okay. We are done." He said and walked away.. I sighed deeply as I watched him leave. I mean he's right, isn't it? He definitely is. Then why do I suddenly feel this aching feeling deep down within me? I bit my lip as slight tears slipped from my eyes. Gosh!! I am so silly. I turned and walked back to my room. It's for the best. At least, I would not keep bearing this extreme feeling of guilt whenever I am home with Mom. It really is for the best... But why can't I stop crying??
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