-----~[AMELIA]~----- After a long while, they finally left. I am now left alone in the sitting-room typing briskly into my phone with every nervousness as my entire mind is wandering around the stunning fellow who just stepped Into the apartment hours ago. I am stupid right? Yes. I am definitely stupid. I am f*****g insane. I am nuts!! I wonder. Why the f**k is it so damned hard to take the thoughts of him away from my mind? An excitement I haven't felt in quite a long while is raging through my entire system with the thought that he is somewhere upstairs, probably discussing stuff, with my husband. I sigh deeply staring blankly at my phone screen. I don't think my attention is here right now. My mind is somewhere else. Why the hell am I this jumbled up about his arrival? This inten