Laney
I shift and run back. I don’t have time for this. I feel like I cry over this boy. I get it out of my system and build up barriers. I, then, voluntarily, let him break them down, only to be hurt again. It’s a f*****g cycle. If he is in love with this Amber, why can’t they just make it official and leave me out. I didn’t ask for this.
I go inside the cottage and put on some PJs. I start crying over this boy again. This time it's even worse, I start hyperventilating and crying. How could I degrade myself to this level for him? Well, it's not happening again. Never again. He made me feel like I am nobody. Like I am not his mate, just his flavor of the day. Who knows how long he and this Amber click have been going at it? Even if I believed that he was honest with me until I moved
