Alexandria When I am finally released from the pack hospital, I make it back to my house and I am currently laying here in my bed thinking about everything that has happened, everything that I have been through over the last week and a half, it's hard to imagine that I will be able to get back to normal, The nightmares have been hard to deal with, and I know waking Jaxson up at night can’t be easy on him either. I hate that I have become such a burden to everyone, my parents are constantly worried about me, and I know Jaxson worries about me too, especially since I wake screaming at night and he is the one to comfort me and manages to get me to calm down enough to get back to sleep. I’ve been trying to reach out to my wolf and try to get her to respond to me in any way I can think of t