Jaxson After I drop Alexandria at her home for the night, I make my way back to the pack house for bed, with all the time that Alexandria and I have spent together I’m beginning to become attuned to her feelings and emotions already, and that is a wonderful feeling, it’s like I can feel her beginnings to fall in love with me already, I can feel when she is nervous or excited, and I’m sure she can feel the same way with me as well. I make my way upstairs to my room in the pack house, and once I am showered and changed into my jogging shorts for bed, this feeling of exhaustion tinged with fear and nervousness comes over me and when I think about myself having anything to be nervous or fearful over, I can’t come up with anything. Then I quickly realize these emotions are not coming from me