Alpha Jaxson

Book One- Chapter Five

James

What the hell is going on with me? I can't take it, why suddenly can I not get Alex out of my head, it’s like she is there all the time. Her scent is stuck in my head and no matter what I do I can't get it out, her scent of Jasmin and Vanilla is intoxicating.

I’m the future Alpha of the Blue Moon Pack, I need to stay focused on what needs to be done and find my true mate. MY wolf has been acting weird lately too, every time he knows Alex is nearby, he starts going nuts and wants to take over my body and go find her. I need to stay away from her, she is weak and a worthless wolf, I don’t even know why she is even a part of this pack still, I know my dad has kept her and her family around only because her dad is the head warrior and trainer of the pack. But once I become Alpha, that will all change.

I just wish Jackie was eighteen already so we could just mark and mate each other and have the Luna ceremony then I can take over as alpha from my father. My dad has told me many times already that he won’t give me the Alpha title until I find my true mate. But with Alex invading my mind like a disease makes it hard for me to focus.

I woke up again this morning with Alex being the first thing on my mind and I have a feeling my wolf has something to do with it, He is driving me crazy.

I’m not looking forward to another day at school where I run the risk of Alex bumping into me….again, but Goddess when she does...it's like heaven, seeing her eyes rake over my body like I’m a slice of her favorite dessert....wait what?

What the hell is going on. Ever since she bumped into me last week on the first day of school my brain has been all over the place, and the other day when I walked into class and I caught her scent, I felt like I was seconds from shifting into my wolf right then and there.

Thank the goddess Jackie was there to pull me from my trance, if it wasn’t for her, I probably would have shifted and exposed the whole werewolf community, then the council would have gotten involved, and dad would not have been happy about that. I need to stay focused and stay away from Alex, but I know it won’t be easy with her being in a few of my classes and running the risk of bumping into her in the halls at school.

I need to get my head on straight. Maybe I will find my true mate at this blue moon Ball next weekend, there is supposed to be seven other packs within the area coming to this ball, so I’m hoping my true mate will be one of the unmated she-wolves at this thing. If not, then I will just have to take Jackie as my Luna and we will rule this pack together.

Granted she isn’t my true mate, and she is just a power-hungry, selfish, needy, she-wolf. But I can’t take over the pack unless I have my Luna, and she will have to do I suppose. She and I have been together for a long time, and I do love her, but I just wish she could focus on what the pack needs instead of her being so selfish all the time. If she could do that, I think she would make a good Luna, but if she can’t put the pack before her own needs, I don’t think my dad will let us take over as Alpha and Luna.

I turned eighteen over the summer and father says I will take over Alpha as soon as I find my true mate, but if Jackie is not my true mate, then I will take her anyway, what father doesn’t know won't hurt him….Right? I will just have to convince him that she is my mate if I do end up taking Jackie as my mate.

He will never know the difference between Jackie being my Luna and my true mate. We will just tell him she is.

My mother will be too happy about me finding my mate to know the difference.

As I walk into the school building that heavenly scent of Jasmin and vanilla hits me again and when I look up from my phone from texting Jackie to see if she is here yet, I catch a glimpse of Alex standing at her locker with Annie, her annoying, know it all friend.

As I see Alex standing there, I can't help noticing her beautiful long blonde hair that cascades down her back and just barely brushes the top of her ass that looks heavenly in her skintight black skinny jeans, the way they hug her curves and stretch tightly over her nice, round ass, makes me wonder what that ass would feel like in my hands and....wait...what am I thinking?

This is getting out of hand. Why can’t I keep from thinking such things about Alex?

Oh f**k.

I just realized...what if Alex is my true mate? Oh, goddess please don’t let that happen. She is too weak, and she just mopes around the pack grounds and school like a loser, she doesn’t stand up for herself when Jackie bullies her, she just takes it, granted she doesn’t do anything back to Jackie about it, but she just lets it happen and walks away, like it’s no big deal. A good Luna doesn’t let he packmates treat her that way. and I mean come on her only friend is Annie!

She would never make a proper Luna; I need someone who is strong and knows how to lead a pack. I need someone who will stand up for themselves and not let Jackie push her around. I need someone who can help me take care of the pack. Granted I know Jackie isn’t any better but at least she is better than Alex.

Alex is the furthest thing from a proper Luna. I will have to talk to someone and find out when she is supposed to turn eighteen, because if it turns out to be that she is my true mate, then I will rectify that before the days end of her birthday, and I will mate and mark Jackie as soon as she is eighteen and Jackie will be my Luna.

I need to find Jackie and talk to her about everything going on. I know she will agree with my thinking….I hope. She has mentioned more than enough times about how she wants to be Luna and how she would be willing to let me mark her on her eighteenth birthday if need be. Speaking of which here she comes now. As soon as she sees me her face lights up like a kid on Christmas morning.

“Hey baby,” she says.

“Hey.” She seems a bit surprised with my short response to her, but none less she nods and looks at me with all the love she has to offer.

“Okay baby, what’s wrong? You are always more excited to see me.”

“Nothing. I just have a lot on my mind right now.”

She doesn’t seem so happy with my answer, so I try a different approach, “with my dad wanting me to take over the pack and finding my mate, there is just a lot on my mind, I’m sorry.”

I lean in to give her a kiss and she seems happy with this because the next thing I know her arms are wrapped around my neck, and she is kissing me like I’m her last meal.

I know Jackie will be my Luna, even though she may not be my true mate. But she will be a great Luna for this pack.

“Okay baby, let’s get to class, daddy wouldn’t want me to be late.”

She says as she releases her hold on my neck to reach for my hand and drag me down the hall to our lockers.

As we make our way down the hall to our locker that wonderful smell hits me again and I can’t help but lift my nose into the air and take a deep breath, when I start to look around, I find the source and I can’t help myself but to let out a small growl from deep in my chest. When I gather my senses again, I look around to make sure nobody else noticed, it seems nobody did, except the one person I didn’t want to notice…Did.